Tuesday, March 30, 2004
8:06 PM
everything seems to be settling down in 34/04. quite a nice bunch of ppl to hang ard with. kelly's birthday is coming up this saturday. our usual's bunch going to lunch with her, and prolly come up with an interesting birthday gift.
pretty elated today when i bumped into him during a break. then, i bumped into him yet another time after one period of chinese. he came out from the staff room and was walking bhind a bunch of us. of course, it was quite embarrassing how a bunch of them were trying to guess who was the guy i like / admire. i suppose we were kinda A.A for an introvert like him. shrug, never mind.
something to bring my mood way down. great friction between the allies, which consists of my mother and I, and the axis, the asshole, my father. okay, i know i shouldn't say that my dad's an ASSHOLE, BASTARD and f**ker, cause i cannot be so disrespectful, yada yada yada... but who cares, i would even like to say " go fuck yourself". okay, again, i should not ask him to go fuck himself, cause first and foremost, one literally cannot fuck oneself. and secondly, i should not be disrespectful yada yada yada, again. i've never seen one's mood like a tornado. a change of 359 degrees. i would like to claim my laptop from him, yet all he did was to yell at me. yes, i now say FUCK HIMSELF! stupid asshole. who the hell is he to take my laptop and not return it to me! i'm just claiming back what LEGITIMATELY belongs to me, unlike someone else.
Anyways, enough of crapping, if not my mum's gona scream at me scolding my dad to such great extent.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Saturday, March 27, 2004
5:50 PM
it has been a long long time since i last updated my blog. loads of things happened during this period of time. i was busy struggling with the pathetic orientation grp that i was assigned to take over. OG 16, which consisted of CG 15 n 17. through this orientation, i learned lots of stuff, mainly how science, or rather how triple science students in TJC are like. the girls are especially bitchy, hippocratic and 'active'. the girls and the guys have sense of sympathy when their poor OGL was injured in the sea. dey even requested for the OGL to return into the sea with them to say another bloody cheer. eventually, the OGL had to go c the doctor bcuz her leg began to swell. in turn, what the OGL received was a complain from another xia lan OGL of their class that she was too quiet, and that it was the class that led the OGL. what the fuck man! i mean, hello, can u imagine leading a bunch of idiots, for god knows how many cheers under the hot sun? the poor OGL not only lost her voice, suffered from migraine and an infected leg. and that poor OGL was none other than me.
of course, being an OGL isnt that bad when you get to know sumone better. i was so amazed that i became the OGL of this guy that meiyi has been bio-ing. i personally dun think that he was v.cute in the past. just a guy of an average height with that boyish child star face. since he claimed that he was fr. RI and had a pretty special name, i kinda took note of his existence. we talked quite abit during the bus rides and stuff throughout the orientation. -kinda miss orientation now...- i was relating to izzati abt him at the traffic light opp. sch, though izzati still couldn't figure out who he was. suddenly izzati said,"the guy come already..." GOSH! yups, and there he was standing bside me ready to cross the road. ahh... pai say to death man! then, went back to school to get my uniform today. met him in the canteen, where he sat around with 2 of his friends. shocked and surprised he actually said hi to me. -melts. hehe.- oh man, hopefully im not starting to like him.
anyway, cvss debate team has lost it all. yups, they didn't make it to the quarters. never mind, everyone learns from experience.
the good news is, i made it to my school team!!! ah... finally!!! i can't believe it i thought i was dreaming. oh man, finally!okie, gtg bye!
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Monday, March 22, 2004
10:12 PM
it's the beginning of Genesis 2! verdict of today: very lame! firstly, not all OGLs were I/C of a certain group, therefore causing chaos. hence, there is a great number of OGLs slacking, and what do we get in return? scoldings from leonard! yes, ain't it great? and some OGLs really have NO, and i mean literally NO enthusiasm. this makes me wonder how some of them were chosen. was chosen and now wants to be sacked. gosh, weird ppl in TJC. anyway, since everyone was slacking, you can't possibly ask me to chiong there and go "WAT'S UP PPL!" rite? but the mass dance and stuff were pretty tiring. attached myself to group C. super cute group with stanley, jasmine, ming cai [not OGL but turned out to pop by there to render his svc], ming yun [also not the OGL of that group], and wan li [hu is also not the OGL of that group] looks like group C is really attractive eh? hehe. hoping for a better tomorrow.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Sunday, March 21, 2004
6:51 PM
tml's genesis 2! yups, gona lead the jumpy spore grp, termed by lennord. wonder why is the theme supermario brothers. such a childish theme can only come from a childish guy i suppose. anyway, looks like the entry into the various jcs seem v.steep. lemme give you the latest update on who went to which jc.
VJC - Wendy
TJC - Me!
AJC - Cheryl, Eddie and Weiqi
NYJC - Cherie, Hui Jia, Edward, Amanda, Sie Fong and Ben
MJC - Khia Hwee, Kelly and Josephine
CJC - Stanwin and Huay Min
SRJC - Raymond, Wiwiek, Huini, Valerie, Shi Min, Pin Xuan and Nancy
That's all for today!
* it's because of you,That star exists.
1:32 AM
life has never been worse. imagine urself preparing a motion for more than 48 hours and the whole debate was eventually scraped? yes, that was the case. just bcuz some kind soul left earlier for her appeal into a prestigious junior college, when she is already posted into, in my opinion, a more prestigious junior college. and the best part is that the dateline for appeal is more than 72 hours away. it's okie, she's just potraying the image of an authentic singaporean.
the rest of us left to have lunch ard siglap, or wherever that plc is. all i know is that they do not offer chopsticks, so ppl who have problems using chopsticks like me, pls bring your own utensils when u dine there. didn't really enjoy the lunch cuz of my inability to use the chopsticks, so headed for the gelare cafe for a small waffle, which costs six bucks. however, it looked so disgusting that i didn't even want 2 try. bitched with the debators fer quite awhile, excluding mr.boyband, who seemed utterly bored by our bitching. we bitched about several issues, and a major plan that will hopefully, be executed soon. this is prolly the best part of debate, when you c everyone, except the accused, bcuming the proposition.
okie, time to turn in. good night / morning people.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Friday, March 19, 2004
9:45 PM
tj's debate society is gona pick 5 ppl for the school team tml. oh man, and i think it's based on our debate performance tml. hopefully, i can get into the school team. it has all the while been my aim and i really hope that i can make it. but of course, if i can't make it, then it prolly shows that i'm just really not up to standard. anyways, i do think that i won't be selected since so many of my fellow debators have such good speaking skills. okay, time for me to go prepare my debate. bye!
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Thursday, March 18, 2004
11:58 PM
currently listening to 'greatest lurve of all' by whitney houston. brought back loads and even trucks of memories. don't understand y am i tearing. or rather, crying. maybe it's because the disappointment that i've contained in me for such a long tym. disappointed with the school. friends. everything. i mean, everything changed so fast. it's literally, in a blink of an eye. is this supposedly to be the evolution of the world? oh man, this is going way too fast. and here i am, currently struggling with the i wonder how many pages research for my debate tml. so, i had to kinda release my pressure here. sad to say, my life seems to be in a mess. i don't seem to be doing well in debate, not doing well in my school work, and definitely not doing my job as an OGL. think this blog serves better as a reflection of my actions and a way to let myself see the realities in life. i think u guys will prolly think i must be going thru s0me PMS or sth. but, nopes. maybe it's just part and parcel of my JC life.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
10:21 PM
yea yea ppl, dis is my second entry in blogspot. oh man, i think this is the most challenging blog i've ever encountered in my life. and i suppose my msn nick says it all huh.. "i surrender to BLOGSPOT" i quote. gosh, i wonder how ppl can actually decorate their blog so well within minutes, while ppl like me meddle with this bloggie thing for a whole day and nothing good comes out of it. i prolly won't be meddling with my layout and stuff for quite some time. so pls pls pls bear with this layout for at least 2 weeks? i will try to improve it after going thru some html tutorials or sth.
yups, it's OGL and debate camp tml. really don't understand y dey actually call it a debate camp, when there is no staying overnight. and also, we gona celebrate andrea's 17th burfday tml! andrea - HAPPY 17TH BURFDAY!!! all the best in everything yea?
okie, time for me to do some reflection. school's gona reopen v.soon, and gotta get used to the life in TJ w/o shumin. yup, sounds kinda mushy [as if some infatuation, yikes, no way man, im straight!!!] and of course, life w/o ziyan as well. but again, fortunately i still have dearest CG 34/04 friends! dey r really a nice bunch of ppl to hang out with. kinda miss those days when i was in that class, though kinda sad with someone ard at that pt of time. anyways, at least they din leave TJ, so i'm still quite comfortable in TJC. however, i say quite because i wonder how CG 32/04 is gona turn out to be. hopefully nice ppl will come to liven up the class alil.
okie, went back to my secondary school today. v.v.v.pissed with zirong today. he is so super protective over shirlyn. i'm like hello, you can't possibly blame me for getting this bag earlier. n how the hell wld i know that she was going to get this particular bag! fortunately, darren took revenge for me. i'm glad that he's ard. a real nice cute guy, who brightens up my day though i felt pretty down just now. thanks darren! [if you ever see this...]
okie, enuf of me crapping for today. end of story!
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
7:33 PM
this is the second blog that i have set up within a week. amazing isn't it? heard from jo that blogspot was an alternative for dummies like us who just cannot grasp the skill of using html to decorate our xanga blogs. anyway, i do agree with her comments. this is so much easier and i do not need to fork out money to those blogging domains. just think of it, you not only pay money to decorate your blog, you also have to waste time to decorate it. so, why not choose the cheaper alternative right?
spent my day very unwisely today. literally rotting with jo at my house. but at least i learnt quite a number of things from her while she was meddling with her blog. this leads me to my point of getting addicted to blogging. if not because of josephine, i won't be meddling with those blogskins and stuff now. i will be eating my dinner peacefully infront of my television set. so ladies and gentlemen, my verdict is that josephine is the cause of my addiction to blogging. [of course, she is an addict herself.. *grins*]
okay, enough of crap for my first entry. got to go have my pathetic dinner and prepare for tomorrow's coaching of my dearest juniors over at cvss for their hopeless debate competition coming up next week.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
