11:35 PM
i promise dis is the laz pic, FOR TODAY. haha* yups, 2 peeps i miss moz lars.. (IM STRAIGHT...) ziyan n shumin. haiya y der not here... =C
* it's because of you,That star exists.
11:33 PM
shumin, lay hoon n i.. seriously got no idea how i got to know lay hoon. but aniwaes, dese 2 peeps oni remind of bad memories for LEP... *lao zi, meng zi, LAO FU ZI* haiz...
* it's because of you,That star exists.
11:32 PM
fiona, mi n kayanG! i hopped class god knows how many times in tjc. even mrs than n mdm goh knows me now. suay, y econs tutors? damn it.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
11:30 PM
this pic rox. cuz der's ZIYAN n SHUMIN! yea yea, dese 2 peeps left fer other JCs. e moz fun tyms wen i was in jc was prolly e first few wks wif dem.. erm, disregard other factors pls..
* it's because of you,That star exists.
11:29 PM
i tink im postin lyk super many fotos la.. i tink i shd stop soon. but aniwaes, lyk 'shang ying' le.. yea! luv dis pic. 1st 3 mths TJC CG 34/04. haiz* shumin!!!
* it's because of you,That star exists.
11:28 PM
mi, pamie n rebecca. erm, took it durin sports carnival. haha* of cuz, we left halfway durin the carnival. hopefully rebbie's eddie will c dis pic.. haha*
* it's because of you,That star exists.
11:27 PM
wendy's dog!!! such a cutie (rather, shd b so shuai).. BOXTER!!! so cute.. miss him so much.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
11:26 PM
is him again. do not be mistaken im not in luv with him.. haha*
* it's because of you,That star exists.
11:26 PM
ok.. im beginin to b like leen la.. luv myslf too much. another pic i took usin my hp. leen says it looks lyk as if sum1 took it fer mi..
* it's because of you,That star exists.
11:25 PM
pretty blur.. zixin, pamie n i.. persuaded the both of dem fer a super long time b4 dey agreed to it.. used buckets of saliva.. okie, pretty gross.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
11:23 PM
okie, eileen cheng was laughin' at our caption. FUs. but indeed we share the same surname..
* it's because of you,That star exists.
11:23 PM
pretty blur.. zixin, pamie n i.. persuaded the both of dem fer a long long time b4 dey agreed to it..
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
8:09 PM
fucked up day.
cried in the cab. so disgraceful. fuck.
called up to render my svc for db8. main aim: avoid charcoal's lesson. guess wad? charcoal didn't turn up. fuck.
Reb called me. asked me to collect the file from her locker. because they went to interview the guy without the questions. fuck.
called me once again. fuckin' guy wasn't there for the interview. fuck.
rushed down in a cab to meet dem at the polyclinic. eileen called me, sayin' that the polyclinic will only open at 6.45pm. fuck.
planned to meet them in parkway instead. SUPPOSED to meet in mos burger. bought my food, placed them on the table, and my hp rang. rebecca called. asked me to go over to 'ma lan la mian' instead. called me ONLY at the point where i ALREADY bought my food and when they were GOING to place their orders. apparently, i do not condone such acts. fuck.
great. left me there to have my lunch. msged me to apologise. unfortunately, it just doesn't work. im too pissed. far too pissed. if 'ma lan la mian' plays a more important role as compared to PW, which is due tomorrow. then, i don't see why i should stay in mos burger to wait for you all to finish your delicious dinner. hence, returning home is the best solution. fuck.
how fucked up can it be within 24 hours?
if you all think that i'm over reacting, then let it be. i've never encountered situations AS BAD AS THIS in my life before. rush down to the fuckin shoppin ctr to meet up for PW, endin up havin dinner alone n expect me to condone irresponsible acts by you guys. too bad, i cant.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Sunday, July 25, 2004
7:31 PM
acjc won e debate. big deal. left earlier den the rez of dem. feelin v.guilty.
kelly was lyk damn pissed. was late for the movie for 10 mins. was late for appointment for an hr plus. feelin even more guilty.
plus the blister on my leg. abuse my leg? 'guilitier' den ever.
Our PW is laggin' bhind time. bad bad. guilt reachin' 100%.
results are bad. maybe i shd start reflectin'.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
10:33 PM
oh hi ppl, im back aft disappearing for a short period of time. literally sat tru a rollercoaster yesterday. rather, emotional rollercoaster.
can't say much abt what happened since the school wants to keep it at COLLEGE level.
i can forgive, but i can't forget.
anyway, farking leong shouted today. damn. she sucks. n yes, she sucks big time [as quoted from what she said about 37/04 peeps]. oh yes, did i mention that she shouted at ME in particular? yes, just because after giving her SUFFICIENT AMOUNTS OF RESPECT [by keeping quiet for awhile after she asked the class to quieten down], i called out for pamie TWICE [considerably normal tone]. yes n she screamed "AYE, ENOUGH ANOT?" fuck you [not literally, i doubt anyone wants to either], you are the worst, rather, comparing yourself with JAMIE, you are the queen of all BITCHES.
in conclusion, i realised that TJC tutors, IN GENERAL [excluding FRANCIS THONG, NG (who is now considerably NICE), WONG!!! (super cute), CHONG and hopefully a few others among the debris], suck. and of course, the principal suck too. "... only 1% of the population are blood donors. JJC has topped the number of blood donors each year. [of course, mentioning JJC is meant for comparison], while TJC is second. Why can't there be more blood donors from TJC?"
HEY HELLO, you can't FORCE ppl into donating blood so as to allow your BLOODY SCHOOL to be the school with most number of blood donors dumbass.
i shall not comment on anything else. time to sleep. good night.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Monday, July 19, 2004
6:47 PM
hi peeps, im FINALLY back.
ANNOUNCEMENT #1: JAMIE is the bloody fugger who took my fone.
VERDICT: She's a bitch, super good actress, slut, etc.
aniwaes, gtg. bye.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Sunday, July 11, 2004
7:03 PM
havent blogged fer daes. 1stly let mi announce a super duper good news. TJC MADE IT!!! yups, goin in2 e nxt rd. so happi n proud of dem! esp ras! heard she gt bez speaker. eh.. NOT BAD leh.. apparently, im not e oni one hu is happi...
vas - huggin peeps lyk crazy, n announcin dat tjc made it.
jon - passes by ryan n i, says 'bye' n go 'YES!'
josh - i tink is an understatement dat he's happi. at least dese peeps made it.. not lyk we all in e IHL db8..
of cuz not forgettin MRS LIM (ahem*) - congratulations, you all did reali well (tellin ME n RYAN).. "mrs lim, we R NOT THE DEBATORS. WE R ONI IN DEBATE." her reply "OH.. heard dat DEY DID PRETTY WELL." i thought to myslf "DUH!!! dey made it leh.. apparently, she noes nutink except ways to ATTRACT E MEDIA." ok i shall not b mean.
found dis on chun hsien's blog, so gona gif it a shot too.
WOULD YOU RATHER:
1) pierce your nose or tongue? none. im not into torturing myslf.
2) be serious or be funny? i prefer farni.. but my frens sae i look serious. =(
3) drink whole or skim milk? both!
ARE YOU:
4) simple or complicated? simply complicated
DO YOU PREFER
5) flowers or angels? flowers. certain angels can b irritating.
6) grey or gray? gray. i prefer american spellin.
7) colored or black-and-white photos? black n white. mayb i shdnt b in dis era.
8) lust or love? love
9) sunrise or sunset? i wont mind wakin up awhile b4 sunset den stay up to watch sunrise, den go slp.
10) M&Ms or Skittles? white choc M&Ms.
11) rap or rock? rap n rock
12) staying up late or waking up early? none. but if e the werkload is der, i will prefer stayin up late.
13) TV or radio? TV n RADIO.
14) eating apples or oranges? prefer drinking apple.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
16) Do you have a crush? DUH.
17) Who is it? CVSS peeps + shumin + LeeN + pamie + wennie + ZIxin. [yes, notice the ZI.]
DO YOU PREFER:
18) being hot or cold? cold in wad sense? but i prefer cold.
19) tall members of the opposite sex? YUPS. but pls, not yao ming's height.
20) sun or moon? both.
21) emeralds or rubies? emerald is my birthstone. but it suck! it's so lyk TJ's color. oops. will ani UNAUTHORISED person read dis?
22) left or right? born left handed. father's intervention, bcame right handed. damn.
23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? i'd prefer: in CVSS - 10 acquaintances, in TJC - 1 bez fren.
24) sun or rain? RAIN. [ahem* jonathan lee chun hsien, take note.]
25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? movenpick's vanilla, gelare's chocolate.
27) green beans or carrots? baby carrots.
26) boys or girls? huh? none. kids r juz irritatin.
28) low fat or fat free? fat full.
MISCELLANEOUS:
29) What is your biggest fear in the world? failure.
30) Kids or no kids? refer to qn 26, deduce the ans fer qn 30.
31) Cat or dog? cats to c oni. dogs r juz frendlier. C=
32) Half empty or half full? half empty/full
33) Mustard or ketchup? chilli is better.
34) Hard cover books or soft cover books? hard cover fer ones dat i wana keep.
35) Newspaper or magazine? mags.
36) Sandals or sneakers? sneakers.
37) Wonder or amazement? wonder.
38) Red car or white car? red cars dun nd 2 clean so often.
39) Happy and poor or sad and rich? chun hsien, is SHEREEN NG. she din wana sign eileen cheng's form cuz she spelt SHEREEN wrongly.. aniwaes, i prefer to b rich.
40) Singing or dancing? K BOX!!! so sing only.
41) Hugging or kissing? erm, huggin? frenly gesture.
42) Corduroy or plain? corduroy.
43) Happy or sad? happy.
45) Blondes or brunettes? as long as dey r not lyk dat db8 fella fr VJC.
ABOUT YOU:
What time is it? time to complete dis questionaire.
Full name? Fu Xinyan
Nicknames: dun tink i wana tell u guys.
Names and ages of siblings? NONE.
Number of candles that appeared on your last
birthday cake? 8
Date that you regularly blow them out? 30 feb. [dey dun exist if u realised]
Pets? 2 slow movin animals..
Eye color? black n white.
Hair color? black
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
4:49 PM
shoppin yest was bad. bad in e sense dat i din manage 2 buy wad i wanted. sec sch peeps saved mi 300 bucks. din buy timberland sandals, dkny tote bag, fila polo tees.. bah. but aniwaes, took a close look at e dkny bag. it sux. so off my wish list! met a total of 23 familiar youths yesterday. ranging from e fella hu guarded e door fer our IHL db8s to the peeps hu i talked to, but i dunno their names jc accquaintances. watched spiderman 2. erm, 3.5 out of 5 bites i suppose. spiderman 1 was alil better.
he msged mi dae b4 yest. yes yes, another sorry msg. buden he actuali joked abt his dumb foto in my LOST fone, wich of cuz made mi reali pissed. hence, i dcided not 2 reply. so wad nw? drop him a sms yest, tellin him dat i wil dumb e $ i owe him in e office.
"A.. Finali reply le.. Dun angry le lahx.. Angry until dun wana c me, leave money in office.. Then wana faster return me, wana severe ties ar ? Dun lehx"
yup, i cried. yes peeps, scold mi fer being dumb. aniwaes, i hope he noes dat im not being petty, i juz hope 2 move on in life.
of cuz, post youth day aka im-dead day. it's pathetic. failed econs mcq by half a mark. fortunately, my results were lyk mediocre in cls la. den euro. hist was, erm, pretty nice? wow!!! i passed!!! note dat i passed by 1/2 a mark. der's stil dearest bala's ppr, which is of cuz, not v.optimistic. hmm, AO math. grand total of 2 passes. great. proud 2 b one of e 2 passes, tho not a v.presentable mark.
aniwaes, hope dat my grades can improve. bye.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Saturday, July 03, 2004
9:46 PM
end of JCTs. went to sakura to haf dinner wif zixin, pamie n wennie immed aft e pprs at dwntwn east. was tokin on e fone throughout my journey der. so sorry peeps fer neglectin u all. had a real fun time bitchin n bondin, buden zixin had 2 leave earlier. peeps lurve u lots! hopefully we can go out again. used pamie's cam to take sum fotos. will upload here sumdae.
went to pierce my ears yest wif kel n bern. gosh. horrible experience. screamed b4 e doc pierced fer mi. started screamin since she use the antiseptic wipes. reali no hope rite? haha* went to tm to slack fer awhile. met fuda der wif his bunch of, erm, frens? ya, examinin sum kiddy ride in tm.
today. bad. went bac 2 paint jnr's banner. came up wif e quote 'from within, go beyond' yups, drew e banner too. my left hand hurts nw man.
oh well, super angry today. i tink der's no wae i can b on peaceful terms wif him animore. though i reali regret throwin e paint brush at him. but he started it aniwaes. reali v.sad. though i shdn't b. we haven tok since den.
juz received his msg:
'Eh, angry ar ? .. Dun lahx.. Nv throw into e pond mahx.. Dun nt angry act angry lehx.. Sory lahx'
well, wanted to forgive him. unfortunately, due to e phrase in bold, i've dcided not to. i will mail him his winnings. dat's it.
gona b out fer e nxt 2 daes. tml shoppin in taka. 2 get my tommy girl 100ML. go to wisma to change my watch stripe. get sum fila polo tees as well. mondae gona b out shoppin wif e bunch of peeps, take fotos den watch spiderman.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
