Sunday, October 31, 2004
7:06 PM
ZENON, LET ME WARN U. STOP MENTIONING ABOUT MY BLOG. I CANT STOP U FROM READING. JUST STOP MENTIONING ABOUT MY BLOG. IT'S HIGHLY IRRITATING.
anyways, my blog is back to normal. cant stand ppl stalking my blog. can u at least make urslf known? AND SO WAD IF I HATEd GUOHAO. (btw, im okie wif him now) u dun hafta announce 2 e whle wide werld. n even if i were 2 "eat him up" (as quoted fr zenon), IT'S NONE OF UR BUSINESS.
STEF SUN'S NEW CD'S OUT! haha* and it's oreadi here wif mi! i gif it 4 outa 5. tho i tot e laz cd was beta. but, it's still pretty gd. go get it!
ok gtg. b updatin soon.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Friday, October 29, 2004
10:41 AM
like what i told jie ying (under the name of wenjie): life is bad. it's really bad.
hate my life man. it sucks. pw's making me go bonkers. wana meet my bez budz as often as possible. tho it's omoz impossible. gona mt up wif jo fer shoppin soon. hope we wil stil b bez budz despite e different choices we make in life.
im sad. really sad.
results kinda suck. ppl tell mi im from a SO CALLED more reputable college, so it's oni normal dat i kinda do werse. but i still feel inferior. it aint that bad. but it's juz nt up to my xpectations.
prolly i shd juz nt xpect so much from myslf. laz dae of sch 2dae. shd b happi. ironically, i feel werse. kinda miss e yr 2s sumhw. all e bez 2 their A's.
gona c 'liu jia yue tuan' or nite safari dis sat. hopefully it can brighten up my life alil.
he's gona take his O's in a few daes tym. i hafta move on. he's goin USA aft dat. prolly, e laz tink dat i'll do fer him wld b his form A application. i hope tt his grad will mark e end our friendship. it'll prolly do me gd.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Saturday, October 16, 2004
7:07 PM
SO BORED. im dying of boredom soon. came home immediately after the propaganda put forth by NKF to donate more. it was supposed to be some symposium for the upcoming debate competition. goodness, and we are up against United World College. we are SOOOO DEAD. doesn't that explain everything. it's a power matching, doesn't that explain the standard of our debate. (prolly edward will understand the power matching theory.)
omg, missed my whole day in vjc and njc 2dae. wanted 2 go vjc 2 find shuai guys (hee*) and go njc 2 visit dearest shumin. oh well, apparently my dad and mum have some dumb couples weddin 2dae, so they hafta return asap to REST? oh well, that's their choice. n im dragged home too. high opportunity cost. could haf spent an extremely meaningful day in orchard.
my econs results. hoho* im an EXTREMIST. no wonder ms leong didn't know how to answer my question on how i fared. i was one of the highest for MCQ and one of the lowest for CASE STUDY. so? avg la.. at least i didn't 'dian di'.
slept for a few hours then chatted wif maid (as in rebecca) hee*.. gave mi sum kinda encouragement. felt much beta aft dat. heard dat june scored really well fer promos. prolly our top student dis tym. congrats gurl! she's a real smart babe! aniwaes, reb interrupted my sleep. haha* nvm, watched sum mtv aniwaes.
oh, msged ms wong. she told me i passed math aft moderation! yea man! im gona b promoted. hehe* im saved!
so, i've been stoning infront of my comp viewing almost all of my frens profile. omg, im really bored stiff. post exams can really be boring.
aniwaes, everything is written according to chronological order. my brain's nt werkin. so cant reali think. oh ya, got into first round of internship. so, gona look at my second round's performance. haiz* dun tink i can make it lars. ferget it. so nutink much to be happy abt. tho i was elated when i was first heard abt the news. well, update some other day. pw tml.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Thursday, October 14, 2004
11:11 PM
i hafta xpress my sincere apologies to dearest shumin, jo n leen. haha* sorri la, no tym 2 update. nw update a super long one for u all, so u all wun sae it's here to rot. hee*
went for the freaky grad nite for e jnrs. significant night. i declare dat i no longer feel anytink for my sec sch.. in fact, i tink i lurve my jc so much more. sumtyms media whores can b better den ppl hu r despo for money. for instance, cvss xpects alumni 2 pay 5 bucks for a bloody dinner in the COURTYARD, while the jnrs dun hafta pay a single cent. wow, so much for paying a 5 dollar LIFETIME MEMBERSHIP. omg, y did i join in the first place? y isn't it a ANNUAL MEMBERSHIP? I WANT TO GET OUT OF ALUMNI. omg... alumni is juz another EXTERNAL organisation, that provides this school, or rather the AUTHORITIES of the sch, labour to EXPLOIT. and expect us 2 pay for a dinner in a sch, which is not even within the NINE BANDS that MOE came up with. bah. oh ya, i stress dat i was going tru a SPA session in the NON AIR CONDITIONED HALL. pathetic. OUR (effectively e alumni xco hu was der, but XCLUDING sum1... since im kind enuf nt to reveal HER identity, i shall juz drop a hint by saying dat she is WENNIE'S FREN! BAH.) objective der was 2 tok abt the PROM NITE. in essence, a timeslot shd b given to us. APPARENTLY, WE WERE TRANSPARENT. the timeslot kinda disappeared. stupid sch. money faced fella even announced dat NO FINANCIAL ASSISTANCE WILL B PROVIDED FOR PROM. IT IS A STUDENT ORG. FOR STUDENT EVENT. lyk HELLO??? im a student of TJC, not a student of ur CHEAPO SCH? sux man.
he spoke yest. oh well, i cannot deny the fact dat his pronunciation was bad. i heard BITCHES instead of TEACHERS. pardon me, but the new teachers are. i refer to dose hu i dun noe. im cool wif dose hu i noe, in fact dey rock. of cuz, din wana face him since i looked terrible yest. (oh ya, 2nd tym in my lyf dat i make up. erm, plus 'xiu mei'.. shumin n bez buds, dun b shocked if u c mi k...) stupid stanwin n ed were tryin their bez 2 console mi (i assume..), they aint dat stupid la. figure of speech. reali appreciate their effort. tnks peeps!
oh ya, shan't digress. he hit my arm so hard dat it stil kinda hurt now. sae dat it's a psychological tingy, but it's seriously not. think his hand has high inertia. aniwaes, congratulated him w/o lookin at him. went outa e hall, 2 take in sum FRESH AIR (u noe e air can b kinda STALE in a hall filled w ppl, a hall which has NO AIRCON.).. looked at e courtyard, n saw dis anonymous hand wavin in e air. oh well, it spelt trouble. it was him la. so wadeva.
terrible mood yest. din tok 2 him at all aft dat. went home at 10. SO BORED. DIN EVEN HAF THE DINNER. N I DIN PAY 5 BUCKS. HOHO. kinda sad. i tot yest marked the start of forgettin him. apparently, a call fr him 2dae caused the whole plan 2 flop. but again, if i contd 2 b so cold, we mae prolly not b frens animore, which maeb a gd tink. xinyan, u can do it. (i hope... haiz*)
chi results r back. omg. LAST IN CLASS. isn't dat great? 3 of us took the last place in class. shumin, i noe u r damn disappointed. buden, haiz* where gt choice... one whole qn i ans wrongly. 'yi shu te se' i go rite 'zhu ti si xiang' so oni get ONE mark. so there goes my WHOLE PAPER.
went for k box todae. met up wif leen n maid. omoz cried wen i sang 'dang ni'.. dunno y, suddenly v.sad. maid as usual... has a great voice, which can crack the glass door. fortunately she didn't do dat 2dae. leen kinda shocked us in one of e songs. buden maid ended e whole tink wif a horrible note. by playin the makin of a horror movie. stupid woman. haha*
sumtinks dat happened in e laz wks. met up wif him in cp. poor guy had fever. sympathise him man. still played a trick on him. felt so bad. talked quite a bit aft i came home. so glad dat we spoke. but again, dat was e past. aniwaes, wil update soon. cya peeps!
* it's because of you,That star exists.
