11:00 AM
temperature check: 38.6 degrees celcius.
fever, flu and sore throat - 3 in 1 mix. better than any combination. condiments added. headache and muscle ache.
saturday: bbq food + big time lost in daidee ( 3 wins out of many many games ) = my current situation. ugh. i'm not talking sense.
feel so bad leaving leen in school now. she gotta like face EVERYTHING herself. ( i.e CHICKEN LEG ) hmm, come to think of it. it might have been that stupid chicken. BIRD FLU.
prolly only leen can decipher the above sentence.
wanna thank some of my classmates for their concern. so sweet. C=
i'm kinda settled with not going back to cvss to help the debate team anymore. was msging shalyn yesterday. feel very bad leaving them in the lurch. then again, i don't want nic to be stuck in such a fucked up situation. i'm still in the midst of considering though.
iris was awarded the best speaker! seriously, nan chiau is like damn weak? as in merlion head and buying fish won't land you into bankruptcy?! but never mind, prolly shahul is grinning from ear to ear. ( disregarding the fact that her students are working day and night for their scripts, and of course, me slacking there waiting for debate to start. ) she achieved her aim didn't she? what the students gained, is only that minute of fame. in exchange for hours of misery. poor ppl.
albeit the misery they've gone through, i see the pride and committment somehow after that victory against nan chiau. hopefully they'll become more committed over these weeks. and work things out... on their own.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Saturday, January 29, 2005
1:52 AM
i LOVE crazy juniors in cvss. THEY WON THE DEBATE. THEY ROCK MY WORLD. C=
LOVE my TJ Academy juniors. THEY WON THE DEBATE TOO. Really happy for them. C=
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
7:43 PM
i see a sudden surge in the number of "in a relationship" friendster peeps around me. and valentine's round the corner. LEEN how... so sad. haha*
omg. i so have to digress. in fact, not really digression, just an example to back up my point. erm, like a friend of mine is SUDDENLY in a relationship? err, ya. well, shocked i suppose.
was out with stef and shalyn the other day after debate. got a roxy handbag and new pencil case. all thanks to stef, i bought the roxy handbag, despite much dissuasion by shalyn. sadly, to no avail.
left with LEEN for PP today. had nice lunch at fish and co. got to know a new friend, erm? cherylene??? leen, correct? took a cab down to cvss, only to realise that debate was cancelled. and it cost me 11.90. don't think i can do anything, can i?
there are so many things beyond my control. feel like confiding in libby now. she'll probably understand how i feel, especially what i'm going through now. Leen too. she was flabberghasted when i messaged her just now. oh yes, JO will DEFINITELY understand. ( JO, ref to 1st para, decipher from there. it's really apparent. ) SHUMIN, so sorry for the super late letter. i suppose, we can remove the first section of the letter from now on. because... ( ref to 1st para too. )
Leen, no worries man. i'm absolutely fine. who cares about it right? u r my valentine. haha* down to town tomorrow!!!
econs test is so dead. so gona fail.
did i mention that my jnr has this super cool friend, who has a super cool name? alphis.. cool eh? hahaha* hmm, yr3 victorian. wohoo~ haha* okie, enough of that. leen went crazy over him too. just by describing him. hahaha*
okie, that's it for now.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Monday, January 17, 2005
8:52 PM
oh yes yes. i shall hereby declare that EILEEN FU MIN WEI shall be my valentine!!! haha* i was just looking at her blog, wow never knew how important reb and i can get. well, maybe miscommunication can brighten up eileen's life quite a little. i.e taufik and buffalo. hmm.
LEEN, i want my BABY G COUPLE WATCH!!! u must buy for me okie.. dun let ur valentine be disappointed. huahaha*
* it's because of you,That star exists.
7:58 PM
hello blog. ( like once again? )
rebecca is one of the best PE pon-ners ever on earth. luckily she pulled me into the toilet. i would probably die running.
NEW hide0ut. sports complex toilet is a perfect suana ( disregarding the smell ).
debate was AMAZING. the juniors are scary. the preperation and the whole ambience in the humanities room. woah.
NEW forum account. KOSOVO??? literally shocked by libby's info. the best part? it was created by JOSH. i sometimes question his obsession for kosovo. is it G? or is it G's girlfriend? hmm...
my attempts for studying or revising, or just the very basic attempts for finishing my homework are futile. probably, i'm living a life FILLED with futile attempts.
shall not get too pessimistic. secondary school debate tomorrow. see loads of hope in nicholas. C= though i hope he stops calling me xinyi.
oh yes yes. i ALMOST forgot to announce the most interesting thing about temasek junior college. take a look at this sms that i received at 0008 this morning.
( Sent from TJC SMS Gateway by Principal, do not reply ) To celebrate Spore's win in the Tiger Cup, come in half-U with a red T-shirt tomorrow ( 17 Jan )
the moment i received the message, i was like HUH? and guess what? she was JUST testing the tjc sms system. like FOR GOODNESS SAKE??? most of the school looked like a christmas tree. so srjc. ( oops. )
so much homework due tomorrow. good luck to me.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Sunday, January 16, 2005
3:53 PM
GOSH. i see an urgent need to fast for the next whole week. this weekend seems to be a BINGEing, BITCHing, andBURPing ( this only applies to my DAD. ) session. indulging in the endless supply of snacks and ice cream. FAT FAT FAT. this is so bad. =C
i've finally gathered my courage. and picked up a phone call. it sounds stupid though. but hey, it is significant, for the very fact that i've managed to forget everything. ( i suppose. )
i cannot believe that i'm so conscientious. i actually completed am going to complete my homework. i practically hate mondays. feel like striking them off the calander. for the simplest reason on earth. we have to run around lucky heights. ( it ain't lucky after all. )
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Saturday, January 15, 2005
1:40 PM
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Friday, January 14, 2005
10:02 PM
i'm so happy!!! elated i should say. found that ping yi secondary school guy in tjc. he's here for the first 3 months, in 14/05. not that i'm into him, but it is the sense of satisfaction that makes my day.
it was only a day of interaction with the neighbourhood school juniors. but that connection among eileen, me and the bunch is so strong. probably the 'shared history' that we bear, the same type of secondary school backgroud makes it easier for us to communicate. open house was indeed memorable. the moments eileen and i shared with that bunch has indeed etched in my mind. these people are so nice and innocent, not knowing the stress that they'll face in jc.
well, apparently eileen is just as happy as i am. C= maybe i should have signed up to be an OGL. but maybe i will not enjoy the company of the other secondary school kids. this new batch are really muggers. i do wonder whether i am in j2, taking A levels in a few months' time. tsk tsk, xinyan time to buck up.
oh, must thank eileen FU MIN WEI!!! give in-er.. thanks for the kinder bueno. TASTY! I think the choc is pretty useful. kinda cured my headache! haha* great eh? anyways, i shall TRY to revise tomorrow.
till then.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
7:03 PM
the tai tai club. C=
* it's because of you,That star exists.
7:02 PM
CUTE??? my cousin's younger dotter. 11 months old.. resemble her sis? dis gurl here so much friendlier as compared to her scary sis, who took my feet as stepping stones.. =C
* it's because of you,That star exists.
7:01 PM
relatively blurred photo. took this with my cousin's elder dotter at hilltop.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
6:59 PM
my chinese name made outa shapes. courtesy of CREATIVE jo wang ( who became too lazy to do the "yan" )
* it's because of you,That star exists.
6:26 PM
"headache" is back to haunt me. i actually cried. look at how vulnerable i am. felt very giddy this morning. had to sms a million people to inform them my "predicted disappearance" from school today. had my temperature checked. i suppose luke warm water temperature. 38.5 degrees? the worse feeling ever.
went to see the doctor. got a mc for today. fortunately my fever is okie now. missed alot in school. leen couldn't make it to school either. she and her scary chicken foldover from macdonalds. poor gurl. so no econs test today. should have gone. wasted my time reading up yesterday. =C but i would have done worse, my headache practically shut my whole mind.
had lunch with my mum before heading home. so sweet of my mum. took leave to bring me to see the doctor. sometimes, her concern can go alittle to far. like suggesting to bring me to hospital, fearing that it was a tumour.
gonna meet kelly on friday. getting mag's pressie. chalet on the 28th. well, cvss debate comes first.
bonds have indeed been made over these weeks of training. probably stronger ones with the two crazy gurls and iris, but i can see that the rest are trying their very best in debate. finally see some commitment in them. C=
uh. PE tomorrow. it's running, running and more running. 19 feb. these few weeks are practically fatal. i'll probably die running.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Monday, January 10, 2005
8:10 PM
jo has gone home. *sob.
my headache's like killing me.
debate tomorrow for cvss.
debate day after tomorrow for tjc.
debate is everywhere, everyday.
oh ya, tjc debate is going for julia gabriels. hmm, cvss is going too.
O-K-A-Y i saw erroll's friendster. err.. N-O-T B-A-D la.. must tell manda that. but, his bilingualism is a plus point. pretty cool name too. sounds like EGGROLL tho.
a nice taxi splashed water on me today. together with wulandari, libby, leen n a few others.
nostalgia and nostalgic seems to be the most cliche word in the 21st century. whole wide world seems to be using that, i.e those who do not understand the meaning of it as well.
this looks like a miscellaneous entry. just some reflections. oh yes, jo, please remember to copy these two comments into your blog.
roselima bumped into us and commented about my rebonded hair and said "you look round."
after relating the "guides scolding" incident to jo, she said that "i'm very scary when i scold people." nice comments.
found a few cool blogskins that people have. i'm still in the kiddish era.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
6:56 PM
hello there. ( inspired by jo's friend, kelvin )
met up with jo, the irritating person, who tried to call and irritate me when i was in the cab. therefore, i've decided to irritate her as well. by calling her back when she is within my view.
ate at BK. crap a whole lot. of course, discussed lots of GOSSIPS courtesy of 987fm. new names of today.
JENIFER ANISTON AND BRAD PITT'S SON AND DAUGHTER'S NAME
asked TOLD ( she is here asking me to write this ) ["yoz JO here INTERVENING. i DIDN'T tell her to touch it lorz.. apparently... if u noe her.. haha.. u shld noe she has REALI ITCHY FINGERS. yapz. so DON blame me.. haha." ] me to touch the pencil lead box. actually, that box has no more lead. someone kinda CLEARED all the lead and that was kinda like the crime scene. apparently, she was like pushing it and yup, in order to PROVE my ABILITY of TOUCHING the box, i kinda pushed it lightly. GOD KNOWS WHY, it just fell on the floor. WITHOUT A DOUBT, it attracted alittle attention and yes, LOADS OF JOSEPHINE'S IRKSOME LAUGHTER.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Sunday, January 09, 2005
1:48 PM
went to coach the no-transportation-fee-provided debate.
popped by guides after the trg session.
scolded two guides, made one cry instantly, the other after two scoldings.
met someone i shouldn't have met. haiz* ( yes jo... that same guy... )
BUT. there are good things when i go back there.
saw stef's hp. found this super duper cute vj guy. haha* talented and cool. hee* okie, enough of that. "sharing info" with shalyn. liwei and stef. craped alot.
maybe i haven't well forgot that person. it's okie i'm trying.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Thursday, January 06, 2005
11:13 PM
some people just don't know where they stand. this guy is worse than the "cheena-pseudo-passionate debator". what can be worse when i actually liked this asshole before. UGH!!!
scenario...
teacher: you played truant to come back didn't you?
asshole: BETTER than YOU, LATE on the FIRST day of school!
OMG.
tell me that i'm blind. i really really regret liking him. stupid me. in addition to that crap, he actually announced to people that his L1R5 is... okie, nvm. i shall keep it to myself. haiz* FU XINYAN!!! u r hopeless man. what type of taste...
i actually caught a glimpse of this fella today. - i shall not express my thoughts here -
had dinner with the guides and mrs tan at sakae sushi. caught up alot with mrs tan. kinda miss those days in guides. she's the best cca teacher i've ever seen. C=
oh ya, important update. MY AIRCON BROKE DOWN at 2.59am today. i practically screamed at my mum when she on the fan ( fyi, i hate sleeping with the fan on. freakingly noisy. ). therefore, i've decided not to sleep tonight.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Monday, January 03, 2005
7:47 PM
i've finally returned the chocolate. gave a cd as well.
feel so much better after returning him. didn't answer the phone calls.
just want to put everything behind me. time to move on.
why would i want to break friendship? haiz* sadly, this friend just don't understand me well enough. well, i'm glad that i made this move though.
it's a new year. new start.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Sunday, January 02, 2005
3:38 AM
inspired by xmas pressie to to jo.
of course, extremely entertained by the subscript and stuff she taught me. as you can see from the above.
the worse find in serangoon north ave 1. pop by there and find the once-popular-bookshop-shop. they actually changed the name to the most unbelievable name on earth. practically scared the hell out of me. and mama laughed her way to the bookshop. it isn't even funny. hmmph
went hilltop for dinner. yummy! took some pics there with my cousin's dotter. she's crazy over photo-taking. gona bring her to town someday. her lil sis is super cute. tho she screams quite abit. sadly, i can't seem to upload the pic as yet. will upload asap.
it's 3.41am and i'm still updating my blog. gonna watch kung fu hustle tomorrow, i mean today. papa treating me to whatever-i-want for dinner. as he says, your 'last meal' before 'hell' reopens. as usual, mama starts screaming about his analogy. but i really hope to quit school. ugh.
in hope to get paid for coaching the miserable debate team ( yes, literally in HOPE ), i will and shall look forward to the reopening of 'hell'.
i've yet to study for my tests!!! leen u studied? i don't even know what to bring on the first day of school!
* it's because of you,That star exists.
1:20 AM
* it's because of you,That star exists.
