Monday, February 28, 2005
8:38 PM
i resolve to start studying ( i know i always say this, futile attempts though. ).
maybe i just cannot accept the fact that those dragoon, i mean dragon babies, did better than my batch. can't imagine the competition that we will face in future.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
7:04 PM
interesting results i've witnessed today.
-ye li jun = 8 distinctions ( not for english )
-joel = 7 distinctions ( not for english too! )
-darren , azhar = 13 pts
-kai jia = 10 pts
-christina = 10 pts
-yong jun = 14 pts
-regina = 9 pts
-shi en = 11 pts
-insignificant guy = 14 pts
-carine = 15 pts
-zirong = 15 pts
-jansen = 17 pts
-rebecca = 19 pts
-prija = 20 pts
-JEFFERY = 12 pts
-BOON BOON = 20 pts ( LIR4 lor.. )
super depressed. shity bunch. did freakingly well. dprive boon boon from doing well. and i lost my bet to leen. shucks. didn't expect zirong to do so well. hopefully zhanting got 6 pts. dun c y zhanting isn't three times better zirong, in terms of his L1R5. well, maybe because they look alike? but zhanting rawks. C=
LEEN!!! C... JEFFERY GOT 12. i'm SUPER SAD la.
may he stay in tj.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Thursday, February 24, 2005
7:26 PM
shopping list for saturday:
-estee lauder pure pop lip gloss
-6 mths contact lens supply
-braun buffel privilege card
-ring
-clean and clear foaming facial wash
-catch hitch / million dollar baby
-samsung data cable
-curious by britney tester
-lacoste pink perfume
-probably, get my 3rd ear piercing
that's it. how much is that going to cost me?
the taxi driver just charged me $14 for the taxi ride. boo.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
1:21 PM
dearest FU MIN WEI had a great time on v.day isn't it?
sadly, i didn't get my armani stuff. hmmph.
i wan versace such now. FU MIN WEI. it's VERSACE this time.
i quote "fat girl! fat girl! no one wants you!!!".
yup.
got this nice comment when i was walking with tai tai to the interchange.
how nice!
post v.day depression.
then again, who said that i want anyone?
i have FU MIN WEI mahs.. right gurl!?!
hmm at most borrow your "yan wo shan" on even days okie?
haha.
like hello, what's wrong with being FAT? ahem.
even if no one wants me, i don't think there will ever be this day that i go on a terrible diet just for someone.
no way.
well, at least i love myself. (: ( narcissistic tho. )
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Sunday, February 13, 2005
12:39 AM
taxi is my best friend.
i spent most of my time in a cab today.
all the cabs i took were tibs cabs.
spent 20+ bucks from tampines to serangoon to tampines and to serangoon.
woo... fun.
taxi is my best friend.
got a scolding from the cabbie just because we didn't know the location of mrs ong's house.
how nice a gift during chinese new year.
like kelly said, today is the worst day in the lunar calendar.
taxi is my best friend.
and i missed a pink best friend today, when i needed it the most.
zoomed past me, leaving me behind with blisters, and my bunch who wanted to take 153.
result : hippo got a squashed orange in 153. leaving her with one mandrin orange.
boo.
***
i am into someone.
pure infatuation, i suppose.
those who should know would have known.
lee shumin, reply the letter and i'll tell you.
C=
***
V.dAY is round the corner.
gonna have fun with the angel and mortal game.
good luck to my mortal though.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Friday, February 11, 2005
11:35 PM
forgot to mention.
i am not going back for debate. maybe just after the debrief.
way too pissed.
STUPID.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
11:10 PM
slacked at gardens like the WHOLE of my evening with the BOBO club. so there is a new member now. and the lucrative deal is probably the interesting reason why i fell for someone. haha* okie, crap.
so the BOBOs were slacking from Brownbox to cafe cartel. and we spent $65.15. and yes, the most expensive dish would probably be the NICE banana split pie ( proclaimed by stef ). bleah. not that nice though. the price is, of course, the nicest. $8.30.
description of the pie : pie drizzled with hot chocolate fudge with frozen bananas and whipped cream. layers of oreo cookies crust and strawberry cream wraps the pie. ( sth like that. )
ACTUAL pie : recall BK's STRAWBERRY and BANANA pie? yup, drizzled in cold hershey's chocolate sauce. THAT'S ALL.
bye $8.30.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
11:05 PM
wohoo! it's chinese new year! and i found out LOADS of stuff these two days. in fact, ALOT has happened over these two days.
-extreme passionate relationship
-rejection
-INTERESTING friendster account
-amusing name of their future child
i really hope that this friend of mine will get out of her extreme passion. imagine the aftermath of this relationship. rather, the repurcussions. well, according to my analysis...
girl is going to feel extremely saturated by his love.
girl dumps guy.
guy is going to go crazy and starts bugging the girl.
DEGREE of guy's craziness - UNKNOWN.
just can't find a way to put across to my friend. hopefully she will realise her folly ( erm, sounds alil serious ) soon.
***
so my dad has decided to give me an angbao and one E-ANGBAO.
AMAZING.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Monday, February 07, 2005
8:43 PM
omg. chanced upon this super pessimistic blog. trust me. i never knew life can be so torturing. and the heading of the blog and the content is so much of two polarities. scary indeed.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
4:44 PM
this is going to be like the longest entry ever in my blog. albeit the fact that cny and valentine's day ( which is effectively, none of my business ), i so need to bitch.
first go on to the very nature of a girl.
-bitchy
-girly
-likes pink ( probably only excluding me? )
-whinny
-sweet
-nice ( i don't fulfill these two characteristics tho.. )
-cry baby
like hello, i am a girl?! it's just YOUR perception that is so skewed. have you not seen a girl whine and speaking like a girl? a girl doesn't go around with a deep husky voice and go HEY. wake up man.
i accept and recognise the fact that i've changed. more 'GIRL' as you may put it. and mind you, i don't change to suit YOUR PERCEPTION towards ME. YOU change your perception. i am myself. i don't change for ANYONE. ( yes, including whoever you may think i might change for. )
how irritating can things get? i'm leading a life of uncertainty. and yes, here i am typing this blog entry, however, with MUCH certainty that this will get to whoever's ears ( or eyes ) but i don't think i will bother about it.
simply because i have the right to express whatever i feel or think. isn't this the purpose of a blog? rather than bitching, i mean OTHER than bitching with my pals, i suppose the blog is just another channel for me to vent my anger.
***
so S is attached with S. hmm, not a bad senior junior relationship though. sadly, she looks anorexic. tsk tsk. S is a nice fella. looks like a grandpa from some angles.
***
terrible experience at mac's just now. better watch what i say from now on in compass point. so dangerous. two alphabets can land me into deep trouble. didn't realise who was sitting beside me just now. suddenly heard a familiar name coming out from the girl's mouth. ( which of course, were the initials i mentioned earlier on, in the informative session i had with wendy. ) glad that i didn't mention the name. who knows what would be in store for me if i would have mentioned that angelic name.
***
significance of 7th feb.
-daphane's bday.
-anthony's bday.
-zirong's bday.
- the fateful day i dropped my NEW phone.
***
my entry apparently, insinuates that 7th feb just isn't the day.
people, decipher this.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Sunday, February 06, 2005
6:34 PM
an elitist would tell you straight off your face that you lack intellectual capacity.
i am kind enough to encourage you to work harder.
an elitist would tell you that you are just too lousy to get something done.
i am kind enough to say that you just lack the luck.
an elitist would tell you that you are way below my standard.
i am kind enough to act ignorant.
an elitist would tell you that you don't fit to survive. as darwin's theory goes, survival of the fittest. since you are the weakest, shoo.
i am kind enough to say that all you need is time.
an elitist would tell you that you should just give up. stop trying.
i am kind enough to put it on a subtle note, that you shouldn't try too hard.
therefore, i am not an elitist.
actually i really really really hate it. i hope that you won't mistaken my sympathy for affection. ( like goodness, who would feel for you. ugh. ) it's simply impossible. i am NOT in for a long term relationship... like hello??? i'm seventeen ( yes, eighteen in 3 months ), but i will never ever spend like 50 - 60 years of my life facing ONE GUY?!?! no way.
why can't things go my way?
oh yes, forgot to mention that amos is soooo ugly. i suspect my juniors' taste.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Saturday, February 05, 2005
10:52 PM
got my new phone today. E810C. it rawks. C=
i literally went for miles to get that phone. serangoon --> century square ( need to order in advance. ugh. ) --> turf city ( my dad has to collect stuff ) --> causeway point ( finally... )
actually it rawks simply because it's cheap after trading in 3 phones.
oh and of course, the guy there is extremely cute.
sadly, he just lack the intellectual capacity.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Friday, February 04, 2005
9:11 PM
LEEN!!! U ROCK.
been listening to my mp3. heard those memorable songs that reminded me of my grad night in cvss. been two years. gonna graduate from tjc, i hope.
so many things happened over these two years, rather a year odd. but, i'm really glad that i have my dearest friend. FU MIN WEI!!!
in this very "reflective" mood recently. probably because after a very "i suppose dependable" friend became alil.. screwed? err, well like leen said. shall not elaborate. alil disappointed though. then again, i shouldn't expect the same from all friends rite?
really very touched. so glad that leen was with me yesterday. if not, i'll probably not know what to do.
leen, u should be freakingly touched okie. a WHOLE entry dedicated to you. huahah*
* it's because of you,That star exists.
9:00 PM
define SUAY.
-worst mood during the month. u noe. found out only at century square. fug.
-being picked pocket in TM. $70 GONE. what the hell.
-took pics with leen. and the quality sucked.
-forgot to bring my chinese books home to let my ex-chinese tutor see.
-dropped eileen's book while i was walking.
-when it was my turn to take the cab, the cab was going to CHANGE SHIFT.
-the next cab that came, STINKS.
-the cab took the longest route back to my house.
GUESS WHAT. all these happened within A DAY.
who can be more suay than this?
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
9:08 PM
talk about competitiveness. i've witnessed it. and i fear it. can sense the escalation of such feeling around me. ugh.
talk about friendship. i don't sense the frank and truthful side of a friend.
talk about reality. talk about practicality. talk about life.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
