5:51 PM
MY GRANDUNCLE RECOVERED!!!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
SOOOOO HAPPY!!!
* it's because of you,That star exists.
4:34 PM
Ms Fu is finally back alive.
ohmygawd, and she's extremely hyper after she recovered.
see the power of bird nest?
speedy recovery.
haha*
dug out all that i need to study for JCT.
for all my subjects.
and only stuff that are tested FOR JCT.
guess the height of the pile?
10cm?
20cm?
nopes.
it reigns supreme among all my other papers and dictionaries.
it's 43cm.
I'M SOOOOOOOOO DEAD.
drums.
drumming.
drummers.
hahaha*
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Saturday, May 28, 2005
1:32 AM
wenyu attracted by the orang utan.
but she thinks that he's alil kiddy.
so i only like guys with small eyes. yep.
i never thought that this guy was cool.
only for that moment hours ago.
well, at least this guy was cool for once.
i mean, okie la, quite cool what. haha*
drums are just amazing.
they attract attention.
haha*
i'm now a KBOX member.
yep.
so cheena ah lian.
haha*
i'm a cheena chao ah lian wOrS~~
yeEeWww mUsHh bEee vErrIiii EnViOuSshh OrFff mmmiEeee hOrX~?
whatever.
went to k box from 2-7.15pm.
hippo, wendy and i sang our hearts out.
happy happy!
extremely conservative guys' characteristics :
-they are miles away from you, and they'd turn around and look at you when you just said 'sports bra' in a normal conversation.
+ either they are extremely amused
+ or too shocked that a girl said this ( i.e i'm not supposed to say such things in PUBLIC? )
crazy guys.
and they really come from a conservative junior college.
i shall not tarnish the reputation of that jc.
but maybe because they are from this PARTICULAR stream.
and F math guys from this jc are stupid MCPs. STUPID!
what makes you think that you're smarter than me?
just because you own a calculator that can play 'bubble' and 'finance'?
i can play F math calculators too.
BOO.
I HATE HIM. IDIOT.
but i still dunno his name.
my junior in debate taking F math is a MILLION times better than you.
and to think that you are one year older than him.
WHAT A SHAME.
kiddo.
BLEAH.
goodnight.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
8:31 PM
one juicy ( yet gory ) thought.
i feel like squashing B and plucking out B's nice set of teeth. it would make a nice monument in the history meuseum isn't it?
disregarding that. i think i'm missing school now. somehow, miss the peeps ( ms ee, ms low ), the often-being-molested, erm, i shall juz let her remain as ms often-being-molested, and of course, MS FU!!!
B spot on poor ms.often-being-molested weakness - her conscience. well, it's not really her conscience that played the major role, that led her to being molested once again. i think it's about what B said. Anyway, it's very wrong for B to say that. In fact, she B just FACE IT. no one wants to sit with B. well, all B can do to make one stay beside B is to mention "if YOU have the HEART you will sit with us". ohmygawd. spine tingling and CLICHE. yikes. OoOoOoH!!! B for biatch!!! okie. hahaha* sudden realisation and digression. sorry.
i was just thinking. what if one day the cat leaves B? will B say "if you have the heart, you will stay beside me? and with me? the promise yada yada yada." den you'll see some mellow drama happening at some park or void deck. okie okie, enough of B.
hmm two tests on friday. dead.
mj won vj in soccer. haha* tj won vj in basketball... hmmm... hahahaha* YEA!!! okie, shall not irk wendy further. hahaha*
tee-tee-tee-tee-jayyy. hahah*
bye.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
3:48 PM
ohmygawd.
fever.
flu.
sore throat.
and I LOST MY VOICE.
fugly shiat.
managed to talk to ms fu somehow. ( fortunately. If not i'm so gonna die of boredom. )
i realised that the last thing that should ever happen to me is to lose my voice. 1 - the people around me will have a super hard time deciphering what i'm trying to say. 2 - i have loads to say but i just cannot put across it to the peeps. ( restriction of freedom of speech. ) 3 - i cannot BITCH!!!
okie, enough of complaning.
and the kind lil doc decided to give me 2 days mc.
haha* whiz kid just told me i top in some chinese practice. im so gonna laugh to death!!! ME? CHINESE? TOP??? i'm so sorry but i really cannot see the link. it's like the joke of the century.
one entertaining snippet of my life.
pri 1 boy : wa another big sized girl ar!
me : do you believe i can squash you?
pri 1 boy : *GASP* MUMMY! ( runs off. )
me : *huh? err.. O-K-I-E... strange kid...*
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Monday, May 23, 2005
9:43 PM
i'm so not going for the next class gathering, if there is.
so gla that i didn't go to seoul garden with them.
the guys were just living in their world of naruto and stupid arcade games.
so fuggingly boring.
and star wars suck to the core.
the only cute thing there was yoda.
and yoda only.
i spent $33.60 just to meet 4 guys and a girl from my sec school class.
just to see how much they've changed.
and to waste my time watching a stupid movie like star wars.
to almost see how one of them was scked from carrefour.
to see one guy's leg injured.
and to see the effect of one guy's hair being dyed.
to know the reason why the girl hates cyndi so much.
and waste my time not studying for my tests on wednesday.
i'm so pissed.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Sunday, May 22, 2005
11:08 PM
* it's because of you,That star exists.
11:00 PM
ohmygawd. what is happening to ms fu?
eh you sound scary missy.
you okie?
don't end up being overly rhethoric and pessimstic... it sounds alil like................................ B. YES. serious. hahaha* okie okie, shall stop scaring you.
if not okie must say okie?
***
may it be one day, two days or three days left.
enough is enough.
enough of waiting.
i'm gonna give that call or message a miss. if only there is, of course.
good bye.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
7:22 PM
it's the end of sunday and i'm left with tomorrow.
AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
Ohmygawd. i just hope that he doesn't read this entry. if he does, i think i would be the perfect example to illustrate 'wu di zi rong'.
OH OH OH!!! hahaha* i just realised something!!! haha* how apt.
oh YES. ms fu's sis is ATTACHED!!! see see as i expected, typical sticky caps + chim language. maybe i should just be the next fortunte teller.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
2:40 AM
this world is ULTIMATELY small.
after much surfing through friendster, and checking out on my sec sch classmates.
i realised that ocs' girlfriend is libby's friend.
ohmygawd. is my social circle THAT small.
and i'm really tired now.
but i still have history to do.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Saturday, May 21, 2005
11:46 PM
so dearest ms fu SCANNED the pics of BOTH chinese paper and straits times. GOODNESS. haha* this shows her degree of FERVENT support for basketball. then again, i don't blame her. it's extremely pleasing to the eye. C= finally, 20 years later.
this match has indeed bonded the TJCians. C=
***
i really gotta say that 'tong hua' is a scary song. it just reminds me of many many images that i picture in my mind. images of two peeps in bed, suddenly one gets pushed off somehow ( god knows why ) and the others starts crying like a tap, then the other gotta climb back to bed to "off the tap". goodness, horror movie.
note: this is a v.subtle entry.
***
MS FU!!! it's ALREADY SUNDAY. ( to be precise. ) omg, i'm so going to flare up so soon.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Friday, May 20, 2005
9:13 PM
forgot to mention that i broke the record for the gym. haha* at least the record that glenda knows. is this machine to train ur calf muscles, as for me, to burn fat. well, i actually lifted 350 lbs. ( btw glenda, it's pounds. haha* ) yes and the max is 390 lbs. so WOW?!
most importantly, TJC WON THE BASKETBALL FINALS!!! omg. i think i've never been so hyper for any match. so i screamed at the top of my lungs, and my voice has MUTATED. and perspired like hell. oh yes yes yes, i FINALLY understood why soooooo many people are crazy over erm, a classmate of mine. indeed, pretty cool. and i can understand why SOMEONE is SOOOOO mad about him. well well. that's my classmate for you. so they won the match... imagine the CROWD that we are gonna see around our class during econs lecture...
snap back to reality.
thanks basketball!!! not only winning the championship that tjc got 20 years ago.
you guys got us the HALF DAY!!! ( which starts at 12.45pm. not much of an effect to me though. )
congrats chun hsien and rui teck. you guys rock man. C=
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Thursday, May 19, 2005
11:31 PM
POST POST BIRTHDAY UPDATE.
celebrated with mrs chew, and the bobos [ except shihan =( ]. had lunch at Bakerzinn, mrs chew's treat. the bobos' got me rip curl wallet. super nice! C= simply cuz it's chosen by me. haha*
mrs chew got me a ostentatious gift? nono. not ostentatious wrong word. anyways, yup $50 M&S voucher. purrfect. C=
met up with ms fu immed aft the peeps left. oh man, poor gurl. cheer up yea?! yes and we really had a great tym. apparently, trying to force the truth outa each other. haha* and i didn't cross my fingers, though i know you crossed your toes. MS FU!!! I SHOULD HAVE CROSSED MY FINGERS. SERIOUS. i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo PISSED NOW. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. HE DIDN'T TALK TO ME. FINE. THIS IS THE END OF IT. HAD ENOUGH. ( okie, i know it doesn't sound convincing. ) btw, YOU TOO.
but this didn't reduce my expenditure. in fact, i'm suffering from hyper-deficit now.
what i spent within 10 hours?
-$1.95 - iced tea @ mos
-$20 - mrs chew's bday pressie
-$11 - magazines
-$5.60 - venezia ice cream
-$9.30 - brownie factory
-$30.70 - kinokuniya
-$36.40 - Godiva chocolatier
-$29 - NYDC dinner
-$2 - neoprint
-$2 - cactus and pine
-$5.95 - Jocie's CD ( lao shu ai da mi!!! C= )
okie, am i high maintenance or what?
i so super don't mind being a spinster. but i really gotta be RICH.
where to get the MONEY!!! ugh.
okie i'm a biatch.
i'm a spinster to be.
i'm BANKRUPT.
and great spore sale is TOMORROW. CRAP!!!!
super budget deficit. DEAD.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
9:47 PM
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
erm, it's ALITTLE funny. why will i treat marriage as a sacred thing, when i've never thought of getting married... hmm... not accurate not accurate.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
9:27 PM
pretty okie day, other than screwing up the history test, as always.
oh basketball finals, 2 days to go. wohoo. scary. nevermind, chun hsien, u c this just ignore. haha* well, i can imagine the amount of girls the basketball guys can attract after that semi finals match. but erm, except Butcher?!
vanishing? appearing?
i agree that you still take up part of my life.
as significant?
i doubt so.
somehow, i think someone else is becoming increasingly significant.
haha*
can't be. can't be.
i must be blabbering.
boo.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
finally know how to use photobucket. haha* yes, after surfing the net, i realised that D can just be B afterall. ms fu, u noe... haha*
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
6:26 PM
* it's because of you,That star exists.
5:05 PM
this is gonna be a SUPER DUPER LONG entry.
okie, i haf thompson's hist test, econs, blah blah blah, right bside my laptop NOW.
but i just need to blog, need to "take off the layers of masks...". YES. it's all about D. i've been pronuncing fuck as fug since 18. but today, i just need to scold FUCK. i'm just way too pissed.
unlucky as i am, i only had one choice this morning during banded GP, that is to sit RIGHT BESIDE D. hopefully glenda or pamie can get me a sit beside them the next time. great. i do not only live in isolation for the 50 mins, i have to tolerate D's NON STOP FIDGITING and BIO-ing of my introduction paragraph. but well, all ended well with me walking way infront of D and glenda.
OH WAIT. forgot something. asked me a STUPID question while walking to hist. like if i've done bala's hist. OBVIOUSLY i haven't. oh well, maybe D thought that i'd be just as hardworking as her. i don't blame D for that.
then it was fine and well till ECONS.
OH WAIT. forgot something AGAIN. i think D suffers from super thin skin. so much so that D feels cold every single second of D's life. just for D's own comfort, everyone ( or at least me and june ) have to survive through the lessons in the enclosed room of this tropical country. and the only person she's probably concerned in school is D's dearest friend, who apparently D constantly molests ( maybe to D's friend - a form of affection. )
oh yes, back to the econs matter. well, ONCE AGAIN, D popped the question about Bala's history. and COOL enough, she probably wants me to be the unpaid secretary of the day. D wanted to pass me stuff to type for bala's template. REASON? "i'll only get home by 7 or 8pm!" in the tone of like you-know-im-a-busy-person. MIND YOU. it's ONLY 7 or 8pm. this does not make me YOUR UNPAID SECRETARY. your reason just doesn't stand. fuck. pissed as i am, my reply was merely "OH.. OKAY!!!" in the tone of so-what-if-u-r-busy-im-busy-too, and-even-if-im-not-busy-i-won't-be--your-unpaid-secretary tone. apparently, it sounded relatively hostile. oh sadly, i just wanted to reply in the way you gave your reason. well, there's such a thing as MULTIPLIER effect. hence, my attitude.
HOWEVER, do not think that i'm guilty or remorseful. because, im cynical by nature. and i'm EXTREMELY HAPPY after that reply. like FINALLY i manage to vent my SUPPRESSED ANGER. but well, i still think it's FAIRLY MILD.
come to think of it,
it's pretty okie after all.
it's 1 year and going-to-be 6 months down.
ENOUGH of your face,
enough of your butt,
enough of your teeth,
enough of your fidgiting,
enough of your gesturing,
enough of your EVERYTHING.
5 months to go.
and OFF YOU GO.
i love the chinese saying. but i'm gonna change it a little. "ni zou ni de du mu qiao, wo zou wo de yang guang dao'.
GET LOST.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Sunday, May 15, 2005
5:15 PM
+Akon's MTV rocks a million times more than international trade. ( i know there is NO LINK. )
+D's entries are increasingly gross, trying to be philosophical ( sadly, the philosophical "effect" just isn't great enough to cover up the glaring "chilly" effect. ) as usual it sends "chills down my spine." ( cliche as it is. ) the entries are seriously REVEALING. highly recommended webbie. i give it 5 stars.
+yahoo. i lost my protectionism notes. must be among some pile of papers in my room.
more than enough entries today.
back to muggin'.
simply cuz mama's back.
boo.
Institute of Mental Health area is now renamed as "BUANGKOK MEDICAL PARK".
why are they trying so hard to make things sound nicer?
the Blk 9 Mortuary at SGH is now some FORENSIC SCIENCE thingy.
somethings are already stereotyped. no point changing the names. as glenda says "facade".
* it's because of you,That star exists.
4:47 PM
the thing about CHEENA ah lians.
-cheena ah lians use amazing sticky caps that gives me ultimate headaches while reading. and i take at least half an hour to decipher a small paragraph.
-after much observation, it's always the vowels that are in caps. ( i.e wOr, nOrs, etc? )
-they are superb pink fans. imagine them carrying pink pom poms during a cheerleading competition or sth.
-those in relationships usually come up with entertaining names for themselves ( e.g tOopiDbOy and tOoPidgEr, or like TaI yAnG wAnG zI and yUe LiAnG gOnG ZhU. )
-as usual, their beautiful stories or fairytales starting from a certain date.
-they just NEVER admit they are CHEENA ah lians, amazingly.
controversial as they always are. been wanting to type this for a million years. maybe i should just surf through friendster less often.
this is probably why the word "CHEENA", always has this negative connotation attached to it.
and mark lim is a cheena chaoahbeng with static hairstyle.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
4:32 PM
jo is amazing.
she can come up with the most abstract nicknames.
probably one that no one can ever think of.
i found two people,
with same names,
and same personalities.
they are hydrocarbons.
how appt.
haha*
jo, thanks fer your super duper retro gift. haha* and my mum thought that it was cool. good taste!
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Saturday, May 14, 2005
1:43 AM
asalamalikom.
caught amityville with ms fu, eileen and glenda. and yes, i used my file to cover most of the screen. haha* gruesome. but pretty nice. ironically, everyone started laughing after the ending. i think it's just a suppressed feeling of laughing at one's own guts.
not forgetting that ass who was kicking my seat. stupid shiat.
n glenda is one funny gurl. v.fun to hang out with. haha* plus eileen's crankiness + whiz kiddiness... haha* great pals.
***
wanted to call you just now. just didn't dare to. neither did i wana msg. just my pride. glad tt my friend called instead. well, you r still helpful. in some way. C=
i'm back into that vicious cycle.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
10:05 PM
poor ms fu is ill. rest well and take care okie gurl?!
maybe you really need more bird nest. haha*
school's been pretty nice. except for the pile of assignments, looming due dates and not forgetting, the stupid tests and upcoming JCT. BOO.
POST BIRTHDAY UPDATE.
-haach's CEO and ronald susilo apparently graced my birthday celebrations. yes, one on friday and one on saturday. so ya, they happened to be there. susilo looks gay. gosh.
-ms fu got a CUTIE PIE pillow and err MONEY??? haha* innovative idea... thnks gurl!
-nancy shocked me by of course, getting me the projectshopBLOODbros bag.
-the bunch got me super cute forever friends cups. erm, it's like a PAIR??? gosh. one blue and one pink. how significant. haha*
-u guys out there who dropped sms and testimonials. u guys are so sweet! C=
-and you. thanks for being one of the first and the last to wish me happy birthday. thanks for completing my birthday. although i shouldn't be so happy. whatever. C=
latest fever : asalamalikom.
i'm back to the happy me. C=
shall maintain status quo.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Sunday, May 08, 2005
4:26 AM
Be it a reminder from the bunch just now,
be it an sms sent by someone to remind you,
be it a reminder in your handphone,
thanks for wishing me happy birthday.
at least i get to be happy for awhile.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
1:07 AM
if not for the bunch's celebration and wishes,
if not for leen happy bday song and chat,
if not for wenyuan, yuansen, rassie, manda's wishes,
i may still be super sad.
think about it, i'm pretty fortunate after all.
really touched by the bunch. poor hippo had to do the super pretty wrapper design. the cute lil forever friends cups. nancy for the bag that i've wished for a super duper long time! and u got the right one!!! U GUYS RAWK!!!
leen!!! thanks sooo soo sooo much fer callin me at 12mn to sing me the pretty pretty happy bday song!!! haha* really brightened up my day!
kelly has apparently msged me how i felt. maybe, we really should get over it.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
12:50 AM
so you didn't wish me after all.
rather, you didn't remember this day at all.
you only know the existence of mothers' day.
maybe, you shouldn't have called me.
probably making up part of the reason why i cried when the clock struck 12.
why?
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Saturday, May 07, 2005
12:29 AM
somehow, you are still a fragment of my memory.
it's tomorrow. will you call?
will you message?
i doubt it. though i kinda hope so.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Friday, May 06, 2005
11:02 PM
WHEE!!!
today is so SUPER DUPER FUN!!! haha* out with ms FU today. caught KINGDOM OF HEAVEN. aa, i wouldn't recommend that movie. you really need ALOT of analysis. ( esp when u r brain dead. don't try. ) so done some shopping at style elements, hula and co.
MS FU!!! THANKS SOOOOO MUCH FER YOUR PRESSIE. interesting pressie. money + pillow. so cute! and ya, MONEY?! hope u lyk ur pressie too yea?!
okie, so we laughed at the stupidest things today. and we really have the stupidest expressions while taking fotos. ms fu has this 'classic' one. shall upload and ENLARGE once she scans it. haha*
SO HAPPY today. really enjoyed a hell lot. THANKS ALOT GURL!!! u rawk gurl!!!
tml: out with the bunch. C= whee! another round of celebration.
sun: time for LAWRY'S!!!
opps. better get mothers' day pressie. and yes, i left my tutorlal in school. gosh.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
10:51 PM
love = trade cycle.
decipher this yourself.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Sunday, May 01, 2005
11:33 PM
another 2 people attached.
a really nice and cool guy with a ........ ( shall not comment. ) BUT really a negative pair. wasted.
a sec sch friend with a VJC guy. hmm his 5th. wow. looks? no idea.
the cool guy's girlfriend is really really desperate. YIKES. what a WANNABE. whatever.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
10:29 PM
after so long, not believing that friendster will eat up my testimonials, they have decided to gobble them down. there goes my testimonials! wohoo.
and weirdly, by the demand of erm, TWO people, i've decided to update my blog.
actually nothing much recently. or just too many things that have happened. not on me tho. on the other ms fu. just realised that i can be blatantly straightforward. hmm, it's just me.
he's ill. didn't know how to react. no. it should be i didn't want to react i suppose. maybe it's time for me to do some soul searching. gotta find that human touch.
getting touch for women. but it's like introduced in the stupid URBAN - the suggested scent for pregnant women. like EWW.
in my new testimonial from chaoahlian - "..your class relations so complicated." lets see. if you simply remove D, who is a control freak. you will see a clearer and less polluted class. with the fun of tai tai, june, eeee, kettle, anti-no-sausage, ostracised, irritatin jane, drama mama jieying it seems much better now. oh oppps. not forgetting the other MS FU. haha* see how unimportant u r la, slipped out of my mind la. haha* so D, why not disappear? amazingly, i popped the question that day. erm, mind you, not asking her to be my gf. ( CHOI. not even if im les. clarfication: i'm not. and i'm not living in denial. *shivers* ) haha* i so lurve myself. actually asking if she wants to collect the notes this time. don't you think it rawks? it really brings out the meaning of "meaningful small gestures". C= *sense of satisfaction*
things to do by next friday:
-cut my fringe ( not the CHINA DOLL hairstyle, of course. )
-BALA's essay. eek.
-ms fu's pressie.
-mama's pressie.
hey hey, guess what? i popped into burberry today. wow, in M&S tee, DP jeans and my v.v.v.cheapo nike sport shoes, which really looked like those pasar malam ones. so, as usual no one served me. BUT my dad made a great impact. came in 5 mins after i popped in and went "SEE ANYTHING YOU LIKE?" wohoo! u see this silohuette popping beside u within a sec and goes, "MISS CAN I HELP YOU?" simply because my dad was wearing the humble ralph lauren polo tee that yours sincerely bought. DAMN THE GIRL. UGH!!! well, i really saw sth i like. BUT, the pasar malam ones REALLY look alike. and i can get it at 10 bucks. so nvm, never tot of getting something identical at 40 times the pasar malam price.
are you still you?
* it's because of you,That star exists.
