Thursday, June 30, 2005
5:45 PM

OH did i mention that my JCTs sucked?
chinese is tomorrow,
but with superb forsee-ing skills,
it's gonna suck too.

MATH is a CONFIRM F.
like my other classmates, i.e four of them seem less worried.
wohoo.
i'm dead.

gona have high tea with lim lai cheng for sure.
kill me man.

OH YA! ohmygawd, whizzy is such a sweetie.
got me this doraemon biscuit kinda thing.
so nice!
but i ain't gonna eat it.
shall upload the pic sometime.

whatishappeningnow
ainthelping.
imtired.
leavemealone.

tuesday is off for us.
courtesy of basketball championship.
SENTOSA.
SHOPPING.
K-BOXING.

* it's because of you,That star exists.



5:21 PM

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
( i'd prefer to avoid conflicts, unless u are one irritating idiot. i've met a few, one e.g is the always-featured-in-my-blog-star. )

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
( well, i can be sure that the above description is the ideal guy. but the guy i fell for seems to be the exact opposite, at least for the 'smart' factor. )

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
( Shiseido, i think this explains my eventual decision. the quiz answered for me. )

The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
( Sensible? Kid me. i'm straightforward, but i don't think it really can attract people. put it this way, wrong aura. whatever. )

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
( This is extremely appropriate for my case. education IS indeed important, i WANT to study hard, but it's just not within my reach. i want to learn, i just don't want to take exams and freaking JCTs. )

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
( See, my future in opening a cleaning company. HOW stable. my foot. )

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
( TRY? try what? sweeping the floor? i can't even hold a freaking broom. talk about cleaning. )


What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
( VERY TRUE. that's y i'm glad that these peeps have been around for me. )

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
( At least my mum says that my mood swings faster than a pendulum swings. whatthehell. )

* it's because of you,That star exists.


Friday, June 24, 2005
10:49 PM

screwed up my history paper today.
shall not talk about that.
shall talk about what happened BEFORE that.

Bugs barni is just SCARY.
it was all peaceful and quiet when i was studying with gh,
then whizzy came along.
STILL peaceful and quiet.
nice environment to study.
i mean B was sitting at B's own lil corner,
indulging in B's own love for history.
THEN,
TADA.
fugly shiat.
NON STOP TALKING SINCE THE MINUTE SHE ARRIVED AT OUR TABLE.
i SOOO WANTED TO SCOLD FUCK OFF.
but i didn't.
then i was indulging in my own thoughts.
what if i pull out her set of teeth immediately?
what if i just push her into the toilet bowl?
crazier ideas just kept popping by.
well, couldn't care so much about what she was talking about,
since barnies produce noise at exponential speeds.

SUDDENLY,
B said:
BALA 'MEI3 CI4 HEN3 JIAN4 DE4 LEH!!!'
YES.
a S paper student
calling dearest cute bala 'jian4'.
xtremely pissed,
and i came home to check the dictionary.
1 - it's her favourity word. tho i wonder if she understood the real meaning behind it.
2 - it's disgusting when someone who is jian calls someone else jian. i mean u live up to what you call others.

then i found another meaning to jian4 in the TIMES new advanced dictionary.
JIAN4- jiu4 cheng1 yu2 ta1 ren2 you3 guan1 de4 shi4 wu4.
( if translated into english, it would mean a form of describing sth related to you [ e.g surname, etc. ] )
APT description.
B shd use this word more often.

rottin with Shiseido yet another time @ bedok mac.
ohmygawd.
im soooooooo gonna post the pics online.
hahaha*
not her
not me
alil of me
and TWO other people.
stay tuned? ( cliche. )

then to watson's @ bedok.
maybeline watershine.
haha*
PINK LADY.
sooooooo niang.
DISGUSTING.

a real fact about gays.
they train.
so guys with good bod,
better check his sexual orientation.
well,
i'm generalising it,
in case guys with good bod,
with girlfriends
start screamin aft me.

increasing telepathic skills with shiseido.
we shall contd improvin eh ms fu!?
psychology / sociology here we come!
cliseido.
our biatchin nv ends.

i wanted to scream aft the history paper,
and i sooo wanted to scream at you.
but,
you weren't there.

* it's because of you,That star exists.


Thursday, June 23, 2005
2:32 PM

WOW.

my hist ppr is less than 24 hours today.
and i'm here.
see how hardworking i am.

i admit that chaoahlian is another hardwking fella.
because she doesn't know that bala's ppr is tml.
*applause*

studied with taitai, mvp taitai and ch.
not much info into my brain,
but got pretty much entertainment news that day.
there's sth in common btwn
julian hee
qi yuwu
and SADLY from-my-point-of-view-the-cutest-newsbroadcaster
TIMOTHY GO.
OHMYGAWD.
SOOOOOOOOOO depressing.
whatthehell.

chatted on the phone with hippo yest night till like 4+am?
yep.
GREAT chat.
haha*
it just makes me feel better.

was on the phone the last few days with mrs shiseido err... what's his surname? lu?
well, ms shiseido fu.
SUPER DUPER entertaining.
no one can ever break her record
a FORTY THREE SECOND laughter.
scary.
i mean,
i just gave the most sincere COMMENT.
crazygurl.
maybe ms fu is just too stressed.

initial D.
MUST MUST MUST WATCH.
1 - v.funny.
2 - edison is pretty cool.
3 - no cute guys in TJ. therefore, catch it before sch reopens.
4 - and most importantly,
JAY CHOU is AMAZINGLY CUTE.
OHMYGAWD.
i don't mind watching it again.

* it's because of you,That star exists.


Sunday, June 19, 2005
8:22 PM

my new name
clinique fu.

ohmygawd.

the next thing i know
people are gonna call me
CLINIC fu.
but,
NEVER MIND.

it's always easier to pronounce than
SHISEIDO fu.
hahaha*

nope,
rude to laugh at others' names.
HOR MS FU?

i beginning to wonder why bother studying so hard for JCTs,
i mean, y bother even putting in effort.
as kelly said,
do badly for JCTs,
do well for promos/prelims,
you get your good progress award.

so ms low,
u know what to do.

i miss my bunch,
miss ms wang,
miss ms lee,
miss the HJMs,
miss ms shiseido fu,
cuz they just remind me of POST JCT FUN.

somehow,
i kinda miss him too.

but definitely,
not my books.

* it's because of you,That star exists.


Saturday, June 18, 2005
9:38 PM

thanks to my cousin,
my internet is back.

haha*
the end of blessin in disguise.

no more slacking,
more surfing of e net.

***

met up with ms fu on friday b4 the PCK musical.
tried the new machine,
PERFECT.

but i realise tt my single/double eyelid is EXTREMELY prominant in one of the photos.
ms fu,
DO NOT upload that.
IF NOT...
hahaha*
i will get ms low to upload those lang bei photos too.
hahaha*
*meanie mean me*

PCK musical - on the whole,
relatively okie.
other than the not-very-good sound system,
not very nice songs,
i was pretty impressed by sheik hikel and tan keng hwa. ( im not very sure abt her name, but she's margaret in PCK )
i just hate PCK series for one simple reason,
the bad guy's surname is always
FOO.
idiotic.
ultimate insult.

then my dad drove past
the world's most entertaining area
GEYLANG lorong EIGHTEEN.
goodness.
the area with the most no. of terrace houses
with the largest and brightest numbering for the houses.
OHMYGAWD.
and a plate with the words "huan1 ying2 jing3 OPEN"
hung above the house no.
seems like every car slowed down while driving through that lane.
take a peek into the houses,
super skimpy clothed women.
SCARY.

then we passed singapore casket,
and i saw a coffin at the front door.
tell me it's a display piece.

finally got to our supper destination.
met mr tharman shamugaratnum.
my mother attempted to tell him that i was from CVSS
and i spoke to him before.
over my dead body.
luckily she was smart enough expect the consequences
if she were to say something in relation to CVSS,
i will just sublimate
there and then.

ENTERTAINING day.

* it's because of you,That star exists.


Wednesday, June 15, 2005
12:53 PM

ms fu's turn is over.
now it's mine.

MY INTERNET DIED ON ME.
effectively, it was my dad who killed it,
so it didn't die a natural death after all.

i came all the way to bedok just to use the computer.
if only i was half as hardworking for the upcoming JCTs.

had breakfast with ms fu tt morning,
god knows which one juz i've slacked for a million days.
then went out with manda for an ice cream filled lunch @ swensens,
and yes,
got my puma bag.
59 bucks.
whiz kid found the exact same one @ queensway ( i went there too )
50 bucks.
i so should die.

mug
mug
mug.
ms low,
mr lee,
muggin time.

BUT I DON'T WANT TO.

OHMYGAWD.

life sucks.

ms wang,
how's muggin cumin along?

* it's because of you,That star exists.


Thursday, June 09, 2005
9:55 PM

why must i always be the one making sacrifices?

so much for doing my best for my bestie's birthday
and all i get in return, is not even making the effort to get my pressie.
in the end, it was the other two of the besties who got it.
and the other, getting me an individual pressie.
i'm not asking for much, just the effort to get my pressie or a card.

so much for bothering to accommodate to my bestie,
and all i get in return, is not even coming to a consensus on where to meet.
all i hoped was that my bestie could come down to meet me,
only to realise that i'm not even worth an hour bus ride.

so maybe she didn't really understand how i feel.
pretty sad, but nothing i can do.

is my bestie, my bestie after all?

* it's because of you,That star exists.


Sunday, June 05, 2005
5:58 PM

DOWN.
- 1 DP top
- 1 M&S top
- 1 PS bracelet
- 1 IstanBlue bracelet
- 1 Madagarscar soundtrack
- 2 pairs of hidden socks
- our bunch's ring
- 1 pair of N sneakers

WAY TO GO.
- 1 P sling bag
- 1 N sports bra (hopefully those conservative guys from XXJC wun see this. )
- 1 pair of jeans

aniwaes, i dun tink im gonna update as often since i haf a whole big pile of crap to clear for JCTs. of course, loads of shopping n a celebration. C= enjoyable yesterday ( 7 June ). quite alot of pics.

and we wore the rings! C=

* it's because of you,That star exists.


Thursday, June 02, 2005
10:32 PM

i've quite decided.
i'm going for hospitality.
which means,
overseas.

less than a year away.
i'm gonna take my A level results.
and i'll probably be leaving.

been thinking if i should stay here,
get into FASS or BizAd.
but why?

"yi qian nian yi hou" by JJ Lin is one freakingly irritating song.
because it makes one cry.

maybe one major reason why i can't bear to leave,
is just...
never mind.

* it's because of you,That star exists.



9:39 PM

this was supposed to be for yesterday.
but god knows why,
another suay thing happened to me.
internet died on me the moment i finished the blog entry.
Fugly shiat.

courtesy of the 'evil eye' pendant ( what the turkish believe to be a LUCKY charm ), these are the LUCKY events that have occured today.

-pushed open Macs doors at Bedok.
expected a gush of cool air to sweep past.
instead, warm and stale air came.
first thing that dawned on me, "the aircon isn't working."
therefore, DEAD.

fortunately it turned out to be that they just switched on the aircon.

-settled down comfortably at a small corner of Macs.
took out my Production and Cost notes.
suddenly, one pregnant Macs worker beside me began to shower some blessings on my table.
instead of spraying water on the cloth, to wipe the table next to me,
she decided to spray the water on my table as well.
therefore, DEAD.

fortunately i had a piece of tissue with me to wipe my mouth, hand and table.
so, i split it into threes!!!
wow so i have a third to wipe the table!
whatever.

-ms fu came.
happily chatting till i decided to take the first sip of my medium Ice lemon tea.
i held the mouth of that cup of ice lemon tea,
and i realised that within that split second,
what was left in my right hand,
was ONLY the cover.
suddenly, my table started raining.
my skirt and bag were both blessed by the rain.
and the whole of Macs ( or at least my section ) was giving me the disgusted and disapproving look.
therefore, DEAD again!

fortunately, ms Fu informed one of the peeps. Macs was kind enough to spare me another medium ice lemon tea and clean up the whole mess for me. and the washroom was decent enough for me to clean up.

-reached econs lecture hall safely.
opened up my bag.
third round of blessings.
what was blessed? my discman, notebook and pencil case.
blessed by? the water in my water bottle. because i didn't cap it properly.
so i decided to share my blessings with june and leen.
but it seems like june didn't get much of it.
therefore, DEAD once again!

fortunately, my discman didn't die on me. i used ballpoint ink, so it didn't smudge.

-end of the two hour miserable econs lecture.
and the nice lecturer announced that BOP and foreign exchange are not included in JCT.
which means, i spent two hours learning ( in fact, i wasn't even listening ) something that i'm not even going to bother for the next three weeks.
therefore, DEAD again!!!

fortunately, i got to receive this 'good' news and share the joy with everyone. ( realise that i'm coming up with this reason to make myself happier. )

-thompson's lecture.
he couldn't print the templates.
so he went tru stuff that were in that freaking totalitarian dictatorship booklet.
which i left at home.
therefore, im so DEAD!!!

fortunately, ostracised brought and not much of a use actually.

-headed down town for my dental appointment.
dearest taxi driver went the longest way i've ever seen.
and it cost me $10.50.
the most expensive tri down from bedok to town.
therefore, im broke, meaning DEAD again. ( i don't bother to even exclaim anymore. )

fortunately, i still have some cash.

-was 15 minutes early for my appointment.
but i decided to go there immediately so i can get the key to the washroom. ( yes, their toilets are really private. )
then i realised that i have to stone along the corridor because the door cannot be opened.
after stoning for 10 minutes, one kind soul asked me if i am Miss Fu.
with the slightest amount of energy, she turned the knob and pushed open that freaking door.
so, it wasn't locked.
being REALLY urgent, i got the key, and dashed to the toilet.
sadly, i met my dentist along the corridor.
so he started saying hi.
therefore, my need for the toilet had to be compromised.
so DEAD.

fortunately, i managed to put across the fact that i really need to toilet, so i practically sprint my way to the toilet. i think i've never ran that fast in my life.

-wanted to go get my new bag and sneakers,
but i realised that almost no one was available to go shopping with me.
beyond DEAD.

so, i decided to go get lunch from ljs. thinking that i can eat at ease in the comfort of pig sty.

-so i took a cab.
god knows why,
freaking cabbie kept burping and making some weird sound as if he has unlimited supply of phelm.
and i was eating my fries during this disguting period of time.
i've never been SO DEAD in my life.

so, i've decided to come up with something. counter attack. i gave the loudest artificial burp i've ever done in my life. C= gross, but i just love it. cuz i managed to shut the bloody driver's non stop burping. *sense of satisfaction*

-reached my doorstep.
stuck my hand into my bag,
in search of my house keys.
shit.
i left it at home.
called my aunt's house for my maid.
user busy.
i so wana DIE.
so i ate my lunch while leaning on the wall and admiring the beautiful environment.
when suddenly,
the engine of some humongous vehicle approached my block.
yes, and the aroma was perfect.
the fugging rubbish truck.

without hesitation, i stuffed the last bite into my mouth. 10 minutes later my maid came to my rescue.

my longest entry ever.
my suay-est day ever.

* it's because of you,That star exists.


as long as YOU believe in forever; u will always be stupid.
it's Now or Never, just wish upon That Fake star.
Wish wishing wishes. whatever.
your
-


my humble wishes.
Samsung e730
Burberry Touch for women fragrance
Handbag / Sling bag - Esprit
Tote Bag - ProjectshopBLOODbro
Wallet - Roxy / Braun Buffel
Sneakers - Nike
Jeans
Shades - Esprit
Sling bag - ProjectshopBLOODbro
XXL Mascara
Jacket
Sling bag - Puma
White gold bracelet - Lee Hwa
Credit Card - UOB
Heels
3rd ear piercing
Dye hair
Respectable A level results


past wishes.

03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005




crediits ;

xinyan.
nineteen eighty seven.
i'm in tee-tee-tee-tee-jayyyy.
anything but PINK.
if you have dogs, donate me one.
ultimate craze for ryu shi won.
i just want you to be happy.

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