Friday, July 29, 2005
11:30 PM
There are two types of darlings in my life.
1 - Jane, Hainan Jie, Ostracised, Kettle, Foo Sao, June, Sweeties, Kayan.
2 - that ONE N ONLY ONE.
Which is positive, which is negative, go decipher it yourself.
Dearest Human Torch, HE is not ZHIYONG. hahaha* your chinese pronunciation sucks la. go check it out again okie? By the way, tell me where is that obscure shop - Refugee @ Bugis okie? hmm THIRTY DOLLAR TEE.
I just love June and Jane so much!!! My endless bitching during econs lecture makes life so much more bearable! Jane!!! one day we must go talk talk okie? we haven't finish our conversation!!! and derrick is MINE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIAN!!! okie, tho he prolly won't see this. had a crazy evening with ostracised before the celebration. Symphony 92.4!!! Ostracised we shall go hog a timeslot with Symphony 924 okie? Hahaha* chaotic celebration, but it was FUN!!! whee! haven't gone out with these peeps since like when? last year's steamboat? Hainan Jie, photos photos!!!
ohmygawd, i cannot believe the cheena-ism in teejayseans. who the hell would go to a hongkong teahouse shop name kinda place to flaunt their vocals? extreme desperation. mygawd. it reminds me this scene of like some taiwan red light district or sth. then maybe you can see some gays, lesbians and trans hanging around. okie okie, thinking too much.
i've never seen a SUCKIER GUY THAN ZHEN* A* ( realising the fact that i maybe sued for defaming someone, who indirectly defamed my class, should just sublimate. ) if he is so smart, he would have been in hc/rj/vj and he prolly won't get E8 for Higher Chinese. stop trying to put layers and layers of concealer. it just doesn't help. like your flaws are just WAY TOO MUCH TO COVER. ( i.e this can apply to several ppl. )
So many things happened recently. Don't think i'm gonna say much about ms fu's darling ( i.e my darling too. opps. i just spilt the beans. ref. para 1. ) don't like to co exist in a world with a darling like that. hence, my noble decision. which i still think, not very wrong wad. at least i'm happier, at most ms fu u suffer abit lor? but JANE, JUNE be prepared okie? i'm gonna throw you comments like bullets. hahaha* whee!!! JUNE I'M SO PROUD OF YOU! pray that i can make it for wednesday's.
Ostracised! Keep me updated abt Sunday!
Looking forward to the fireworks outing! wait. terms and conditions applied.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
9:00 PM
Enjoyed my time with Manda.
Went round town, got the 3 AO Math peeps their gifts.
I realised that i miss him.
i got lots to tell him.
i want to cry to him.
But he ain't here.
Foo Sao, thank you. Love you lots!
You r the best venting machine ever!
Haha*
You rawk gurl.
Period.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Friday, July 22, 2005
10:35 PM
finally stepped down from debate.
it's nice because i no longer need to be responsible enough to attend debate sessions.
wrong,
at least i no longer need to drag myself there.
gonna miss the times collaborating with wulan,
leaving super duper early and hanging ard town.
gonna miss the exco,
tho i dun go THAT often.
but there are really nice peeps.
of course, there are certain ones that..
hur.
Leave Your Old Self Behind.
i love the Nike advert.
meaningful.
B is increasingly nice.
i mean relatively better as compared to the past.
if B continues to be this way,
one eyesore down.
one left.
but that can prolly nv be changed,
since i know even more now.
ohmygawd.
how disgusting.
but nvm,
three more months and that's all.
JUNE!!!
WE MUST MEET OUR AIM OKIE?
i'm going to blow up very soon.
maybe very out of proportion.
take Ms Fu's Best Friend for example,
approached the canteen
and i practically stormed off.
but well,
is just an eyesore la.
just super irritated.
other examples too.
just too lazy to list them down.
and Ms Fu caught up super fast,
and walked faster den me.
Met up with Wulan before debate,
so glad to see her again.
glad that she's fine. C=
this is prolly the last time we go out anyways.
sad sad.
Ms Fu,
thanks for the Kinder Bueno. C=
i can be happy for at least three days.
I love the RHD photos.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Saturday, July 16, 2005
3:28 PM
maybe this cvss student is really in need of money,
but there are really many MANY more ways to earn money,
than to put that UGLY TABLECLOTH on YAHOO AUCTION???
OHMYGAWD.
i so wanna die.
like why will people auction for a TABLECLOTH???
gosh,
you really gotta wake up.
The only reason why cvss can be famous,
would probably be the credit of this cvss graduate who committed suicide,
out of LOVE.
it's really sad to how much civics and moral education cvss has given this kid.
but then again,
what's so surprising?
by the time i got into sec 4,
my CME books were never put into use.
other than the times when the HOD wants to check our CME books,
then our form teacher would be frantically giving us answers to copy into the fresh and untouched CME books that were locked in some cupboard in his homeroom.
they should just abolish CME
cuz it serves NO PURPOSE.
it's not like as if pouring you with info about CME
will ensure that you won't be flinging yourself off a HDB flat.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
2:06 PM
i want to live in my own bubble.
kick out all that i can't stand,
in a bubble where i can be with my besties, sweeties and my loved ones.
sadly,
this is just a dream.
i don't like my life now.
i want a change.
a radical change.
i really feel like telling people off.
but i just cannot.
only if im graduating tml.
whatthehell.
but aniwaes,
i founds lots of sweeties here.
so maybe life in teejay is bearable aft all.
den again,
maybe not,
since der are also a few disgusting freaks that i can't stand.
actually,
not that many.
maybe two?
okie whatever.
im not in a very good mood.
simply because i cannot express it out.
i have to suppress it.
what a life.
plus a screwed up oral,
what can be worse?
celebrated han and sha's birthday yest.
dese sweeties are finally 16!
nice celebration @ Big O.
steph and i finally got the tees done.
hard work gurl.
it was a nice lil evening. C=
looking forward to monday!!!
dey simply brighten up my life.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Monday, July 11, 2005
10:15 PM
sucky sucky results.
fortunately no high tea.
but aniways,
i cried.
stupid ms fu,
dun ever choose that song ever again.
it's because of you.
i really wanted to find someone to scream at,
i hoped that you were there.
but you weren't.
luckily ms fu and ms low were there for me.
sweeties,
none of us are feeling any better.
it's time we buck up.
we can make it.
remember our aim yea?!
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Sunday, July 10, 2005
11:26 PM
sit back
relax
enjoy the show.
tho i hope that it won't turn out to be too ugly a scene.
but well, life is full of surprises.
-sadistic me.
good night.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
7:47 PM
On a lighter note,
20 reasons for why B should disappear is out.
List compiled by Ms Fus.
i thought that it was amazing.
lemme shorten it to the main points.
1 - Marty like set of teeth.
2 - ability to drown people's voice / ability to allow B's own voice to reign supreme among all.
3 - PRETTY face.
4 - whine about B's superb results, complaining about not achieving an A.
5 - being the BEST KISSER.
6 - Announcing the Juicy information about B and the CAT.
7 - Making it there THEME song, causing my phobia for that song. SEE, negative externality.
8 - Holding on to B's DARLINGS, as if they are going to sublimate the next second.
9 - Acting extremely LESBIAN like, PDA in class with one of the DARLINGS.
10 - Always swayed by people's words.
11 - TRIES to be humble, but it always backfires. if you want to drop it, drop it.
12 - Never fail to contradict oneself. you don't feel like an empty nutshell at one second and feel so busy the next. whatthehell.
13 - Changes watch like no one's business. Sadly, they seem to be like 10 for $3. super ugly.
14 - Thick and oily hair. Good hibernating area for fleas. Nice.
15 - Assumes that people STEAL your darlings, when in fact, the innate problem is you is the factor that chases people away from you.
16 - loves the CLASSY look, when in fact, it's just GIORDANO clothes. ohmygawd. i will never wear Giordano ever in my life. yucks.
17 - B's skirt is so long in front and so short behind. Since you know you got a HUGE butt, try to make it less obvious.
18 - B's bag never fails to make the skirt shorter. it naturally pulls it up.
19 - B loves to draw things in the air. Especially curves.
20 - The enthusiasm during class is HORRID.
Actually we have so much more to list. But i had to go out. Boo.
Ms Fu our list shall go on.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
7:08 PM
I want to scream.
For what,
i have no idea.
Maybe it's my results,
maybe it's for what has been happening around me,
maybe it's for B's existence,
or maybe,
it's because you ain't here.
I'm dying of fatigue,
suppressed my feelings all these while.
All of my friends have been down,
and i know i can't afford to.
Everything is now crumbling down on me,
shitty results,
budget deficit,
and getting involved in something that i don't want to.
i so fuckingly don't like her,
and now i gotta deal with such shit.
like i care.
what goes around comes around,
i don't sympathise her.
I have so much to tell you,
i've got so much to whine about,
yet i just can't bring myself up to dial that freaking number.
I need a listening ear.
Ms Fu,
thanks so much for that. C=
* it's because of you,That star exists.
1:22 AM
hahaha* MS FU YOU ARE CHILDISH! WHEE!
ohmygawd, im sooo tired after doin the pressies.
ms fu, check it out on mon. dun laugh at me. i suck at art remember?
but oh well, my mum demands such a pressie on her bdae.
and everything that is none of my business,
is becoming my business.
whatthehell.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Saturday, July 09, 2005
12:36 AM
spent 14 bucks on the Nivea Anti Shadow Eye Cream.
way to go :
- XXL Maybelline Mascara
- Veet Wax Strips
- Clinique Pure Pops
- Shu Uemera Oil Cleansing Liquid
- Clinique Eye Shadow
so how much more do i need?
serious budget deficit.
i'm really really poor now.
and my mum's cuttin down my pocket money.
to 40 bucks next week.
confirm insufficient.
like im so dead.
wonder how am i goin to survive.
looks like i gotta borrow money to survive through next week.
WHATTHEHELL?!
I HATE IT!!!
then again i cant really blame her.
look at me.
i spent a total of almost 600 bucks this week.
my ATM is empty now.
i can't even draw a single cent.
feel so bad.
feel so guilty.
i'm goin to stop spending.
it's really time to.
i shall religiously go home for lunch immediately after school.
and i shall religiously have breakfast in school each day.
that's all i suppose.
no more shopping.
SIAN.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
1:29 AM
you need time to overcome a difficulty,
yet time, sometimes, makes things more difficult.
so when exactly is the time?
how much time do we need?
is time the deciding factor?
does time heal all wounds?
or does time just deepen each wound that has yet to fully recover?
you know how to deal with it,
it's a matter of when.
no matter what we say,
the decision lies with you.
you'll always have my support. C=
* it's because of you,That star exists.
1:24 AM
if you fuckingly have any issues with my blog entries,
1 - tell me.
wrong,
clarify i mean.
moreover,
you weren't even attached to her yet,
i practically have every right to criticise you.
it's equivalent to criticising a stranger.
unless you are so freakingly upright that you've nv criticised a stranger in your life.
then you prolly shd have been in heaven by now.
2 - do not be childish enough to be an anonymous person,
it doesn't help.
anyway, why do people like to be unidentified?
3 - you ain't Philip Yeo,
i ain't bonded,
blog is public,
but your name is not here,
so why fear?
unless you know it's you.
anyway, you can choose not to view it.
so,
WHATTHEFUCK?
i stand up for what i write in my blog,
if you think you have so many issues with it,
just
DON'T READ!
like what are blogs for?
it's a channel for people to bitch,
and for you to see who and what is being bitched about.
jealous?
go get one yourself and bitch about me.
Don'tEverCrossMyPath.
BACK OFF.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
3:38 PM
today's supposedly a happy day,
since there's no school for my college.
But i'm stuck at home,
fuckingly pissed.
i've had enough of this,
anyway this ain't the first time,
so why get so pissed rite?
anyway this is one's habit,
it can't be changed.
fuck.
i'm pissed.
what an off day from school.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Monday, July 04, 2005
10:38 PM
went out with the bobos yesterday.
Han looked okie in her rebonded hair.
Steph is a total shopaholic.
scary.
sadly, i still spend the most.
and i wasted so much on unnecessary things.
- 1 pair of earrings - Hula & co. ( cuz my ear stud dropped. )
- 1 pair of slippers - Roxy ( cuz my heels hurt my feet. )
- 2 skirts - DP
- 1 hairclip - Hula & co.
Total = $171.90
WHATTHEHELL?!?!
very entertaining day!
Sha and i became Steph and Han's consultant.
i simply lurve the bobos to bits. C=
gonna wait for Sha to send me the pics.
n waitin for Shiseido to upload the pics we took today.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
10:17 PM
OHMYGAWD.
today is amazingly fun.
one - we had crazy times @ kbox.
laughin over my futile attempt to sing that super low key song.
laughin over Shiseido's off key.
laughin over mvp taitai's loud voice over the mike and scaring the hell outa me.
SUPERSTAR!!!
the pics are nice.
other than repeating some of the embarrassin moments Shiseido had.
whee hee funfunfun.
FOO SAO!!! y cannot make it! boo.
must go out together asap okie?
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Saturday, July 02, 2005
4:48 PM
life is fragile.
i hate it.
i cried.
so im just as emotional as Shiseido.
rotting at home is nice.
ran 3.78km just now on that treadmill.
nice shower after that.
rottin in bed
typing my blog
catchin the most cliched kindred spirit.
but it's just nice lazin ard
with a nice lil cuppa coffee bean ice blended.
satisfied.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
Friday, July 01, 2005
10:36 PM
war of the worlds - 2 out of 5 stars.
j8 cinema 1 seating - 0 out of 5 stars.
aftermath: butt hurts.
super funny outing with nancy.
now shiseido fu knows how i got through my art for sec 2.
COUNTDOWN TO
KBOX-ING
SHOPPING
MOVIE-ING
PHOTO TAKING
3 DAYS!!!
IM SOOOO EXCITED!
i realised how jealous i am: 65%
friends' importance in my life: 75%
i lurve u guys! C=
Shiseido, i realised dat u're pretty weird.
u didn't cry for a moment to remember.
but you cried for such sth none of your business.
WEIRD!
ROAR. haha*
Ms ee!
monday on?
monday changing to
kboxing
shopping
photo taking
movie-ing.
okie?!?!
It's just the wrong person offering the wrong dogbone.
i want to chew THAT dogbone!!! ( Okie Shiseido, shuddup. )
blamemyself.
IT'S OKIE.
* it's because of you,That star exists.
